BLACK & WHITE

万凰之王

2011-12-28T09:01:00.000-08:00

刚刚追完一套连续剧-万凰之王，真的是感触万分。后宫的三千佳丽各有千秋，各使出浑身解数争奇夺艳。万般的出身，层出的手段，不穷的阴谋，都只为相同的目的与相同的人。皇上的一眼垂青足以让她们把人类本性抛掷九霄。尔虞我诈，勾心斗角的高深竟然屈膝于幼稚无聊的出发点。在后宫的防人之心不可无到头来也会落得防不胜防，所以各个都干脆转向“害人之心皆有”。至于那至高无上的皇上，万人景仰，一呼万应，看是什么都不缺，其实却什么都不曾拥有。真心，自由，快乐对那个口口声声“朕”的他是那么的遥不可及。永远无法目睹真相，永远无法忠言逆耳，永远无法坦诚相对。山珍海味建立在孤独一帜日理万机上，锦衣玉石的背后还藏着众叛亲离的无奈。时时刻刻必须提高警惕，忠诚或被判，忠臣或奸臣其实只在一念之差。选择相信的下场会变成庸君，而偏向怀疑却又成了暴君。权力和地位的归属感一直都让人离经叛道。山盟海誓进了紫禁城也不过是花言巧语，种种令人感动流涕的情节却是为了不同的理由而上演的一段戏剧。那镀金的龙椅，皇后的凤冠用多少血泪来镶染，催产了多少凄美的悲剧供后人“欣赏”甚至是效仿。。。
无论是古人还是现代人，只要是人其实大致上都一样，不要期望身边的谁会是那个例外，更不要把预期的想法强加在他人身上。要知道预料里除了有人心难测还有时间的考验，就算拥有过那段曾经其实也不能为你保证什么，只要你不是“现在式”你就只能是“过去式”。所以除了希望你能振作还希望你能明白事情就是这么绝对。
我从前也跟你一样，笨得可以，太高估自己，太相信被人。虽然没有什么后悔莫及的下场却也足够让我经一事，长一智了。
最后一件事，男生们女生们，拜托你们的思想不要那么狭隘，除了男女朋友，难道都不让知心知音的朋友关系存在吗？p/s灰姑娘，我知道是我不对，但你也不要让我对你太失望，至少我还在本分内。。。

b4 enter U

2011-08-22T03:59:00.000-07:00

闷了太久的心事终于脱口而出，只是没想到第一个知道全部的竟然是俊喆=.= 算了啦，便宜你>< 希望我们都可以真正做到let bygone b bygone啦....haha
left around 2 week then have to enter U to start my degree programme....new journey, new life, new circle of frenz....no matter i can get used to it anot i still have to go through. suddenly feel sense of unsecure and miss my matrix frenz and dato gang deeply...
just end my "gathering b4 enter-ing U"...i bet it is the greatest memory for me b4 enter U. i cnt forget the nite tat we laugh lyk mad 2gether and shoot each other especially ser bin >< (srry agn for pushing u down the hotspring, i reli feel 内疚 de ><) and of cuz the bubble that jun zhe"feed" me makan...==, u bkful yea...and kuizhong i reli dunno y ur laughing-point so low, keep laugh no matter wat...mayb is ah teck d laughing sound too funny dy XD...
"记忆被时间掩埋，回望你已不在" quote from xian jian d lyric...altot 10 yrs after we have diff post diff situation diff role, bt the memory of "att" each other in tanjung is ever clear in my mind...
haizzzz wat r the challenges w8-ing in front 4 me during my uni life? what will happen thorough the life n hw i will cope wif them...i m seem a white lab rat for destiny and yet an actor compunded wif director of my own script...looking 4ward yea....
preparing thing for U bt the most important 1 is mood...i shud 收敛 dy for my medic life....god bless me...lastly, hope my stpm frenz can buck up and jyjy in their exam and for those who enter U life lik me, gud luck and take k well ^^ ...

真情？？？笑话！

2011-06-25T10:56:00.000-07:00

很想说就算有七年的友谊垫底，也不要妄想什么患难见真情，那种偶像剧里哭得天花乱坠感人肺腑的剧情也只是博人气的一种手段。这其实不需要多么地演技高超，也只是人前人后换面具罢了，谁都能做到吧！只要面具带得好，日久未必见人心。为什么单纯简单真心地对朋友又那么地难吗？？？为什么一定要一次又一次地摧毁我对你的信任？？？很有成就感吗？？？很快乐吗？？？如果把我当成白痴来耍让你觉得很快乐，我可以很肯定地告诉你这是最后一次了因为你教会了我不要太相信温情和友谊这种和荒谬同等的东西。不能全怪你，我自己也咎由自取，自己认不清现实，也是我自己选择一次又一次地充当笨蛋的角色。信任的确不适合用在你身上，我是不是太晚明白这个道理了？第一次的原谅我可以帮你说成不小心，第二次的原谅被称为人非圣贤，第三次硬说成你不是有意的，你接下来还希望我为你找什么理由和借口？明知道被骗的时候绝对不会是最后一次却盲目地圆谎，相信，期望。这样的心情不会比你处心积虑来得轻松。。。不是第一次被你骗了，早就应该知道迟早会被你骗的，为什么还是会痛，这个痛是多么地不值得却那么无可避免。。。不需要道歉，你可能不知道我对你琅琅上口的那三字已经产生免疫了，我也该睡醒了。。。我最后还想问的一句话：你面具带了那么久不会累的吗？还是已经根深蒂固了？

happy birthday

2011-03-31T07:51:00.000-07:00

It is a past tense...
3 yrs contract i follow through...
what else u espect from me ???
rmb ur promise and fullfill it...

Natural Havoc

2011-03-12T08:58:00.000-08:00

The recent devastating earthquake that wrecked japan not only serve as a sign of warning but also recall back 2012 prediction & rumour. IS it the day of judgement for everyone arrived ? Trace back the "good" deed done by human 2ward our precious environment, the att triggered by nature reli take a back seat. Nature have their own way to resist ,defence and also rebounce against any compression, human shud noe tis in the beginning instead of after knowning the magnificant power of nature.

I would not express any grief to the hobo and the ppl who r suffering nw. It is nt use to sympathy or feeling sad, it does not hlp the situation at all.all i can do is nth. I have my role and duty by now, i m neither noble enof nor having the ability to contribute my aid to them. ALL i can do is just praying for them, pray for the decision that made by god, pray for the destiny that r not controlled by me . however, i promise once and for all , such akwardness would not persist. I sure have my way to help them, i must have the ability to rescue them. TIS IS MY WORDS.

thanks

2011-02-16T06:14:00.000-08:00

today, an unexspected matter occur. That time i reli very worry intertwined wif anxious, so i simply throw tantrum to my kuliah-mate. Luckily they "da ren bu ji xiao ren guo" and willing to understand me and b so considerable, even come and comfort me. Again, thx urs' support and accompanies. ecspecially the one who "xin gan qing yuan" kena marah in order to relieve my pain. reli thx a lot to make me feel so guilty >< I promise this is the first time and also the last time. I will control my temper and wont let my sadness, anger to split out anymore. i will tr my best to confine them. so touching...

lastly, hope a po can get well soon, i willing to sacrifice anything ,as long as u r healthy juz like u can do everything for my happiness... sincere pray...

MUET

2011-01-10T07:21:00.000-08:00

MUET result was announced under a very sudden condition. when i having a nice pose on my bed and when sin teng rush quckily to my room, lol everything juz happen in a slit of second and do have any mentaly preparation yet. However it is nt a bad thing either, there were no nervous or jittery fell linger on my day~ Band 4 for the result. and the total marks is 206. altot i m nt tat sastify wif it but i noe tat i had neglect my BI and "freeze" it deep in my memoried for a long time , so am nt eligible to blame it. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise that help to propel me and catapult me to a higher rank. My speaking and listening d result nt bad,juzt the two major portion, (reading and writing) dai sai a lot, each daisai 35 marks == , so pain...

qimagan, recently kena freeze by "summone" =3= berigud u to fell down la =p , sendiri luan luan lai, make the wound worse, reli berigud. Pain till even me oso wan to freeze ==. better fall agn XP . futhermore , no ppl asking whether u die edi anot =3= dun everytime reply " haven die, still alive" .hao xiao ma ?? nw recover le rite, got mood to play le right, but ps ho, it is my turn to freeze u =3=

lastly happy bday to nao zhong!!!

sweet

2010-12-04T06:26:00.000-08:00

wheee~~~ having gud mood recently. hope such "happiness" would persist XD ...first time for me to record down, so wish that my six sense would visualise everything,fortune would sideline me and destiny wont playing havoc wif me ~~~~~~
I appreciate and cherish all the silent testimonials between us and hopefully all these would not b memories only. I m touched that there is a link between ur action and my welfare.Juz i m still confused that whether i m the sole and only one who have this priviledge? I start to doubt my observation.whethr i m convincing myself or u edi proven everything to me. juz i too nub to sense it ><
lastly, hope u get well soon, and if there is a "IF" i will accept it ! =D

swinging mood

2010-09-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

recently , i was overwhelmed wif all sort of challenges.PSPM, koko marks,muet, ic lost , quiz marks ....for a matrix student, four flat is nt a accessory bt a neccessory . if u get four flat, nobody will cheer for u bt if u cant get it u r doom in ur future...the paramount agony is tat matrix is nt as easy my previous notion la , altot nt as hard as STPM bt still have it certain standard which do not permit others to flout it...i m scared , wat if i didnt get four flat ? wat if i cant get the course i wan ? so many uncertainties drive me up the wall...or mayb there is a big fluctuation in my hormonal secretion which coz my mood swinging.. suddenly i get myself over the moon bt the next second i could found myself lost in my own selected pathway... my friends said that i m euphoria == , i m not pointing that matrix life is hard or pressure, sebaliknya it is fun and full wif laughter and i relish my life a lot...bt recently my response got "lag" a bit , it seem tat the problem associate wif my CNS and PNS ...bt anyway , i would lyk to thx all my frenz , no matter dato or matrix or sunway, u all giv me a shot in my arm and giv me the strength to savour any obstacle ^^

回

2010-07-29T11:58:00.000-07:00

我又要回去了，才刚说不习惯家里的生活，转眼又要离开了，真的会感到郁闷。。。
刚才回去sunway 见了那一帮朋友，真有一番“久违”的感觉，也终于有机会好好地打场球。那两个kampunG就免提了，sherlin期待我们下次的见面！bbq ya! if can then spent a nite wif u >< ( lol ,so shy) , jyjy for ur test, n b strong to face the two kampung guy! ><
这次的假期什么都没有做到，terrarium还没种，GIMP 连下载都没有，tutorial paper 直接留在kms 没带回来。。。我这次回去真的要好好面壁思过，不能再在kuliah 吹水睡觉玩游戏了，我要走认真路线！！！（虽然不太可能〉<) *laylay,臭老大，kutu佬，变态佬，刘力扬不要再跟我讲话了啦！！！>< 我都快跟不上了，我不想pspm死惨惨啦。。。这次回去姓马的又puasa，食堂没有开，更本就是在间接谋杀精英>< , 没关系，你不开？我自己在房间煮，blackout or kebakaran dun blame me =3=
在可悲的matric里还好有你们带给我欢乐和疯狂的机会><不然我肯定闷死。。。还有阿不要每天讲什么看我样子以为我是文静型的然后认识了才知错的，拜托你们也是好不好！>< 特别感谢臭老大（先不要跟你算koko的帐）,我知道你帮我这么多我还每天作弄你很过分，不过我就是不习惯跟好朋友“和平共处”嘛，很别扭咧，而且你也不要做梦我会开口称赞你，除非天降红雨>< 不过其实每一次我都很感谢你，只是不说罢了>< 还有大屁股也是，谢谢你的烧肉，烧鸭，烧鸡饭>< laylay谢谢你每天在kuliah陪我玩,你真是个很好的朋友>< 谢谢你们每次都“有求必应”（我会帮你们修建神庙的）XD ，无论如何都没有拒绝过我，我真的太爱你们了！我祝你们“前程似锦”“心想事成”“万事如意”“新年快乐”><

MIXED...

2010-06-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

It is quite hard for me to express my feeling in words, it is grey but mixed with some anticipating compounded with some happiness adding with some upset hues and a spasm of sullen feeling(zi hern's quote=3=),all in all it is very complicated...

first of all, i hope that Pn. Vanaja can accept the offer which promote her to b matrix lecturer, got familiar teacher in KMS more or less serve as a remedy n therapy for mt homesick,summore an acquaintence come on handy one day, so i deeply wish that pn vanaja dun tolak the offer...

second, i m a bit bueh song wif the ppl who sum up the mark of my math quiz paper...( nt zi wei la ), it is reli omg , 100% full score d math quiz paper dunno which sakai anyhow sum up wrongly and become 60/100, kns la , plus n minus oso dunno summroe dare to mark my math paper =3= , i wan to find james wong for justice, bt james wong edi leave us n go back kuala pilah , faint =='' nw i only can count on my new tutor teacher to return back my "qing bai".

third, i heard that gt a new teaches coming to KMS, n we r going to face the risk of spilting tutor class, omg omg omg , if split the class that mean i have to seperate wif lao da ,tat mean no other chinese exist in my class, tat mean no ppl speak chinese wif me, then my life will bcome dull n meaning less, T.T i dun wan!~~~~~

fouth, UPS coming soon n my MUET speaking test will b on Mon, a bit nervous n jittery bt i believe that i can conquer them calmly n confidently, god bless me.After MID-SEM exam then i can have a thrilling holiday at jb,wohoooo!~~~~

lastly, i hope that all my friends ,family n relatives can happy owes, wish everyone "xin xiang shi cheng" "gong xi fa cai"

lastly, i wish every

my very first IT CLASS

2010-05-31T20:26:00.000-07:00

i admire my courage a lot, this is the blog that i type secretly during my IT class. HAHA,my teacher is nw snoring loudly so he cant discover my clandestine affair >< actually i have to finish the task that given by my teacher before i can on9, bt since i m so clever,idecide jus copy n paste from my frenz d pendrive... XD by then i wonder whether i will fail my IT paper anot, so embarassing ><

i got one gud news to share wif everyone ,i successfully change my chinese grade from B+ to A-, altot it is nt much diff from my original slip n summore this appeal waste my parent's RM50 bt at least can put the shame aside >< at least i m nt same "standard" wif ks , we r nt "gong mian zhi" anymore le ks,dun feel too sad ,"our relationship no more existing" ---this sentences is sadpted from my sole n only n perfect male chinese classmate which r oso vivi's crush ><

last b t nt least mr.king, i m nt letting u down, at least i gt A- isit ?

besides i oso discover that matrix is nt as easy as i think, it dispel watever previousd notion that i had toward matrix.i shud nt quick to judge the lvl of matrix ,i shud observe more... last week i gt discuss some part of bio-knowledge wif ks n we discoverd that a-lvl's bio is the way too basic n too they r too pampered n finally ks admitted that he is kampung guy ><

next 9th of jun is my matrix frenz d bday , i tend to let her have a "unforgetable" bday...haiz, most of my matrix friends "crowned" me as naughty,playful, "ren xiao gui da" summore... bt i dun care >< as long as i happy then enof...haha i owes try my best to trick them down,wakaka, so fun, matrix life is reli nt as terrible as wat i had been told before,wohooooo!!!

btw, a-lvl march intake, urs exam, is around the corner isit ??? hope u guy buck-up and can pass the exam wif flying colour, god bless u all, gambateh!!!^^

pre-matrix

2010-05-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

进matrix前的最后一篇blog。。。
mummy你不用担心，既然我决定了，就不会三心两意，既然我答应了你，就不会出尔反尔，就算那里只剩下我一个人，就算那里比监牢还监牢，我也不会反悔，只希望你不要因为我点头去matrix你才对我这么好。不必担心我是否会适应，船到桥头自然，我没有与众不同，也不是千金小姐，不需要差别待遇，别人可以，我也可以

我对a-lvl已经没有什么幢景了，除了她，那里的人，事，物已经无法再让我有一丝的牵挂或不舍了~ 不该有不忍，不该有犹豫，不该有牵挂，不该有绝对的相信，不该被影响，不该有怯怯，这是宇宙的生存原则，你明白吗？

matric or a-lvl?

2010-04-24T06:53:00.000-07:00

The JPA announcement day is around the corner and it is approaching, it is high time for everyone to make a decision of their life.I m not the exception either, hestitation had gripped me. Overwhelming wif all sort of perspective and a fabulous range of views, i m fraught with vexation conjuncted with jiterry. Altot my mum "empowered" me to set the stage for my future bt i noe that my mum hope that i can choose matrix instead of A-lvl. She tries her best to find all kind of matrix information ( better known as the advantages of matrix) and even phone to her peers for futher confirmation. All this reaction tell-tale about her enthusiam toward matrix and her determination in order to convince me to go matrix. As a daughter who practice filial piety >< , of coz i cant let her distraught with disappointment. Till now,what else i can say n wat else i can do,NUS ,NTU,SAT,all seem to b fictitous to me , an illusioin that will b waned with time after i enrol to matrix, grief run riot in me, bt i can only smile to myself reluctantly and find thousand of self-console pretexts to supress the grievance. Quality of A-lvl compare wif matrix sure is matrix take a back seat and it is thrown into the shadow,bt if is measure from all other aspect such as $$ ,it is much more worthy....the only scar that left is that i have to leave all my A-lvl frenz which are funny and adorable , ecspecialy sherlin...she had summoned up her courage to take a-lvl course alone without the accompany of her previous old frenz n destiny play trick wif her again...after,she acknowledge me and get along superbly wif me bt nw i m going to matrix,she lose her dearest frenz that she ever care and love agn T.T srry sherlin if i reli go matrix ~

caught in bind

2010-03-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

I'm facing a dilemma now which had strained my brain and racked my spirit in order to find a way. Apart from choosing the "right" place to study, i m nw confused n brood over hw many and wat sub shud i choose for my a-lvl? IT is very critical since each sub has a stake in my future, either bio or fz play an important role, i m not bear enof to giv up anyone.However,some exhort me to take 5 sub bt i know tat once i have taken up 5 sub i wont have much leisure time left coz it call for lot effort to achieve 5A in a-lvl. I m compelled to make a decision, no more shilly-shally ,no more hesitation that can ruin my future. I have leave no stone unturned to solve my predicament bt all in all i still have to make decision,a right decision tat i never regret abt it.i have been exposing to all these issues for 3 month. nw,the main question is, m i nearer finding an effective solution than where i was when i first sensitised to the prob??? i did nt grow out of these prob either ==

my cavalier atitude toward sanctity of life is the main reason for y i m owes a failure.LIFE is not movie that being shown in cinema to propagate or ingrain MORAL value or etiquette.Instead,life is a eternal & endless war in which human r not eligible to put a stop on it. the consequence or the conclusion of life is not obvious and manifest and even out of control human control. HUMAN being who owes pride themselves as the dictator of world will never perceive hw trivial they are in front of LIFE. the war of life will last forever as long as human's greed,anger and selfness exist.HUMAN are jeopardising themselve and prepare to succumb to therid own scandal and stigma. so......before the whole world perish...i hope tat i can graduate fron NUS first XDDDD

omg

2010-03-07T05:19:00.000-08:00

I m confusing and "perplexing"(learnt from zi hern's blog)too while comtemplating and brood over my predicaments...
MY future path,my career route all depend on my present choices, i mus think twice and my decision shud encompass all factors under the sun.I have no much time leaving nw i cant b shilly-shally and hesitation shud not exist in my mind nw, i mus seize the right occasions and opportunities in front of me.ANY veils tat preventing me from making right decision shud b fall away nw,i shud dispel and disperse all the notion that forbiding me to make correct choice...

Reality may b cruel,grim,relentless,merciless,brutal and heinous,things may not turn out as hope,ur wishes were owes b shattered once the truth r revealed. this is the inexorable n indisputable fact that no one could escape.being stiffled n overwhelmed by too many choices is not a gud matter either...U may b dragged into moment of indecision,jus lyk the circumstance that i m facing nw.

at first,fighting for the JPA which so many competitors yearn for,aspire to,compete for,vying to,eyeing to,crave for,thirst for ,desire for ,pine after is a tough task for me.even if i get it, i oso will b black and blue ><(so i temporary relue out and sideline this posibility first)

nex issue which come under spotlight is my recent tends to apply for nanyang poly which is located at sg. phase out the competitors who inflict lot challenges for me,there r so many courses to consider over,==,agn problems arise...purportedly,green tech and clean energy management r the most sought-after career in the future prospect due to the depletion of petroleum and the pollution plagueing over our environments which can lead to the perish of this world (jus lyk the movie of 2012),so,there mus b holistic approach to eliminate POLLUTION by developing eco-friendly energy in order to save our earth from degenerating and deteriorating.GOV:we have all this while been neglecting our environment so it is time for us to unite our comitment to mend this mistakes (actually it is jus my perception,gov didnt say it ><)

(to b continued)

同情

2010-02-01T00:16:00.000-08:00

“我不需要你们的同情”，当你脱口而出的狂言为你“赢得”骄傲自大，目无尊长，自以为是的罪名时，我可以体会你的反应，并不是因为我也同情你，我反而认为你活该，咎由自取。每个人都应该为自己的一切负责，是好或坏都不应该从他人的眼光找出定位，如果所犯的过错程度能借于他人的同情而减低的话，那么杀人是不是勿需偿命？我知道你拒绝别人同情的那一刻，你已经下定决心要自己承担，你不希望他人的“同情” 动摇你的决心。。。往往“同情”才是造成社会大众不懂得“负责”这个价值观。犯了错指望他人的同情继而不负责任与狂妄地拒绝他人的同情而自己解决问题的人，谁该舍，谁该得，一目了然吧！勇于承担过错却换来好心没好报的咒骂，我也只能为你决心苦笑。我选择不站出来说话，或许是众怒难犯，或许我等着看好戏，或许让你用时间和行动来证明，效果会更好。。。我老师曾经告诉过我积非成是这个定律或者更能解释为什么我要选者保持沉默。。。“同情”不失为一个良好至上的观念，但是这个如雷灌耳的“同情”不经过滤考量地被灌输，从道德课本里的每页每课至到年老万分对孙儿的叮嘱不外也是“同情”“善良”“礼貌”等等。所以，这个耳熟能详的“同情”已在大家的心中根生地固了，因此也不能对大家心中坚持的信念做出攻击，更无法阻止“同情”的滥用，就像难以解释理所当然以外的逻辑。该怎么撇开纠缠人类甚久的规矩呢？虽然不能纠清自己的想法，虽然被误会无法解释，但你的义无反顾，那愿为千夫所指却也能屹然不动的行径的确让我很佩服。佩服归佩服，但我不会支持你，更不会为你加油打气之类的。我知道你不需要，更何况我们的立场也不同，我没必要助敌人一臂之力而影响自己的形象。我看我连“保重”也不必说了了吧，自己好自为之=3=

education

2010-01-18T01:19:00.000-08:00

昨天去了新加坡在kl举办的升学展和IMU 的 MAIN CAMPUS(AT KL OSO)~
原本信心满满地询问dentistry 的course，那个长得还算ok的kaunsellor 告诉我，singapore 一年只收48个dentistry的学生，comprise of 20% foreign student only！！！tat mean not more than 10 ppl from foreign country can join the PRECIOUS 10 slot... student worldwide would have to fight for the 10 slot ==,summore a fabulous of exam,interview n oso the dexterity test would carry out before u r eligible to the sg dentistry course , omg ,then if i ever habour any hope of emulate all those my competitor then i have to go through the grind of practise hard ==''...futhermore all the test test test before i enroll to their sch may eat up lot of my PRECIOUS time + dentistry nid many yrs of toil in their colledge oso...after i graduate mayb i oredi 人老珠黄==
SO, after i weight the pros n cons , i make a heart-breaking decision tat is GIV UP my intention of persuiting a dentistry course in singapore T.T...
(but i got reap some benefit from the fair too,eg i take lot of pen,bag, notepad,n oso the key chain>< i lyk the 鱼尾狮doll key chain alot so i keep "steal" from the kausellor XD)

next,i proceed to IMU main campus for their open day ...for everyone knowledge, IMU is now the mos seek after n well-known for it science-related course,after the 3 hours-last kaunselling session,i found out that biotech, nutrition n dietetics, paraceutical chemistry have the best job outlook n career prospect...this is becoz this 3 jobs rely on not only ur professional knowledge ,expertise but oso ur own creative n curiousity ,unlyk the other medical job which r only depend merely on ur knowledge lvl ...it is undisputable that the doctor,pharmacy,chemical engineering would have high-paid job but the growth of the income r constant futhermore if count from aspect of pressure,working hour,holidays,working environment ,doctor r the worst ...i consent wat he said.altot the salary for the postgraduated biotech student may b low(RM2000-RM3000) but there r owes a high leap for these students by becoming researcher proffesor.lecturer or even consultan...so now , i might eradicate the idea of becoming dentist n the idea of take part in biotech or nutrition revolving aroung my mind ...haiz,confusing now ==

memory

2010-01-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

今天是开学的第一天。。。
和以往不一样的是，我可以不必慌慌张张，手忙脚乱，不甘不愿地准备上学用具也不必收拾我玩得乐不思蜀的心情，少了一份紧张当然却也多了一份黯然和郁闷。。。
考完所谓的“终极大考”SPM 后的预想和现实情况的简直天渊之别（显到要死！！！！）
想起刚入中一试的情景真的令人回味无穷。。。

刚入中一，我和欣婷两人可说是相依为命>< 我们背景离“家”地来到这个人生地不熟的“纳杜彭加华过重”，望着一张一张好奇的脸。。。“今年的中一好小只阿”这是令我印象最深的一句话，不过忘了那发言人是谁了。富有爱"送死精神“的我和欣婷把我们的”千金“包袱---书报丢在课室后就到处去”探险“，(computer room 后面也跑去）只差没有跳下鱼塘了==

（各位读者请眨一下眼）

俗话说一眨眼就是一年><
到了中二，跟广悦比较熟，还记得他那凶神恶煞的样子让我帮他取了灭绝师太的外号><(还好他没有看我的部落各）。今年我成为了华文学会的推荐理事>< 一个让我见识到什么是团结就是力量，设么叫做有志者事竟成。。。看着各位领导魄力一流的高层，看着一个个扣人心铉的活动举办成功，让chokia chokia 的我改变不少。今年也是让我对绍勤改观的一年。science lab 时跟他同组，发现他除了长得“抱歉”一点（开玩笑）其实满好相处，爱开玩笑，有趣好玩。。。偷偷告术你们，有一次他椅子做不稳，差点跌下去然后吓到一下的样子真实好笑〉《他以为没人看到，害我不好意思笑出来，拼命忍XD...有一次子恒和舜恩打架，不懂是什么误会，不过还好最终和好如初，yeah~ ( 还好我赌他们最后会和好〉0<)

(请各位读者转12圈）

new moon saga 里教的，转一圈=一个月....XP
中三了，家伟转来我们学校，每天变魔术来骗我们〉《
今年可以说是我成绩最差的一年了，不懂为什么（犯太岁？？？）
今年也是我加入乒乓队的一年。。。
要不是龚老师我早就不打了。。。龚老师对我很有信心保证我会拿冠军，不过我让他失望了，不懂为什么我会在赛场上会怯场,球，似乎不再我的控制范围T。T
michelle 也在今年尾转校了。
很像是在今年我开始沉迷于电脑><

中四，还记得azri好恐怖><。。。
有一次玉盈打盹被抓到然后被他喊处去白板做题目, 玉盈在做的时候他还一边骂，这样吵人家怎样做哦==。那一次玉盈哭了，吓到我。
今年，慈爱也加入我们了。我，新亭和慈爱就排排坐XD
有两个老师我超爱的，salina n saadah i love u ><
在今年也开始和晶妮混熟了。她真是个好人，体谅人，爱助人。所以每次让我占便宜，让我欺负XD(WEIJIE不要生气）

中五，被踢到后面去做，也好，在后面睡觉。。。
每天做梦睡觉时Miss掉的东西借晶妮的就好了><
今年有个magazine比赛，到目前为止，我都还在做云顶高原的梦XD
(my pizza hut voucher expire le T.T)
跟文心，凯盛和子恒也越混越熟了到最后直接堆在后面玩耍,聊天，完全不把老师放在眼里，他们将他的，我们玩我们的，每天都很chokia但也很开心^^
我还记得，不懂是那里一只在我位子meeting吃完东西后把我位子弄肮脏的然后不要扫害我被Indra讲=3=
banana jinx, nerdy noob nooby nerd,爱到不敢冒险，bapak dia,完美并不美，好多好多的kata istilah ><
我们班的那两位色佬也在今年迫不及待的交女朋友了XD祝福他们^^

last, i will keep all these memory foever to the eternity ,thx for all for giving me such a valueblememory,i will cherish it ><

2010!!!

2009-12-31T20:08:00.000-08:00

today is 01th of jan of 2010...happy new year!!!!
proverbial well begun half done,after i saw ks's blog,i was deeply inspire,even the noobest ks have the plan le,but i still relax n leisure at here...
first, i wan bid 2009 farewell >< m wish tat all the hanky-panky in 2009 wont come bac ...
second i wan lament abt the dullness of my 3 month holiday...beside enhance my english language,i do not ever decide to learn a new language ( i not lyk ks n van-sai,such a pervert anime persuitor so they eagerly to learn japanese ><) coz i think it is not necessary....summore adepting a language,the crucial factor is the environmental factor.in my opinion, without a suitable environment to practise the language ,the outcome from ur learning will b lyk 三脚猫XD ( i m preparing to watch ks n van-sai d amusing antic while toking their japanese word >3<)
then wat else i can do except sleeping n eating...let make a clean breast, i reli feel boring wif all my on9 game n rpg le...on9 game all train train tran,rpg i alomos settle all le
oh ya,my mum got 苦口婆心 persuade me to learn some fundamental cooking skill coz it will come in handy when i go colledge...then i confidentally told her tat i can find a frenz with pro cooking sill to go colledge wif me ma >< kaixin~~~~ i wan eat spagetti >< well, i think at las i will learn it d la , mum .
haizzz, mention abt learning driving n get license i become more sianz. i forgiv the penceramah who do not look handsome but even the lesson oso boring lyk hell ,7 n a half hour of torture ,sleepy,hungry,tension ,arrrrrrrr!!! i was so regret , i should ask ppl accompany me d ==''.summore got a undang test la 3 hour listenign 3 hour practical n 9 hour driving ,omg!
in this 3 month i oso will calm down n think twice abt my future career n decide wat course n which educational route i going to take. my first choice of coz is jpa (if lucky). if not, i will take a-lvl courses of bio in sunway,then go singapore for futher study(so 阿弥陀佛my spm can get good result n gain a 50% discount from jb sunway,and oso my a-lvl should pass wif flying colour in order to get sg scholarship ><)...fine,if 1st n 2nd choice fail, then i will proceed wif my 3rd choice, go matrix n then 马大or USM. i dun care which route,all in all i mus b a full-fledge dentist then enof XD
fine, finish all my rubbish word,today oso van-sai d bday (actually nth to celebrate ><) jkjk, but we so cruel n reject van-sai d 苦苦哀求to ask us celebrate wif him. we BETRAY him agn XP. so now i wish him happy bday at here n happy new yr to all ><

不想放题目

2009-10-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

是谁发现物极必反这个定律的，这难道意味着我们做事都必须保留一手，尽量不要达到最好吗？
塞翁失马焉知祸福，那不就在说不要珍惜现在，现在所拥有的随时都回消失
水至清则无鱼，人至察则无徒，就算知道也不必说出来，可是我偏偏喜欢这样的你。说这是一种威胁倒不如说这是一种挑战，不要因为任何人的三言两语就轻易的改变自己，好吗？屹立不倒这句话是对没血没泪没人性的机械说的，只要是人就一定会有难以抵抗的情感，一定会有无法控制的情绪。。。
为什么你总是爱撑着那“坚强”面具呢？偶尔把面具卸下来，让自己透透气吧。。。强行接下“无奈”的攻击只会让自己受更严重的内伤罢了。真不明白你们男生到底在硬撑什么，谁说男生一定要顶天立地（你有将高再讲啦）。。。真是的，没想到你平时看起来那么精明，尽然会执着于那么迂腐的事。。
不过，我此时此刻的心情也很乱，我不知道我的选择是否会让我后悔，好想找人倾诉，但又不知该从何说起。。。真的很担心也很烦，也许顺其自然是唯一自我安慰的方法了。。。

THURSDAY--pizza hut

2009-10-01T06:17:00.000-07:00

哈哈，谢谢惠琪妈妈兼老师的大方请客
本来没口福的了，可是不懂为什么在搞不清楚的状况下来到pizza hut 店，哈哈没办法注定惠琪要破费
感谢慈爱的妈妈不辞劳苦的来接我，我有点paiseh。。。
都是我妈妈咯，每天变来变去，电话又不接，害所有人跟着她绕一大圈，真是没礼貌==
我越来越爱慈爱的妈妈了，又温柔又和蔼
哦，讲到这个，我发现凯盛的妈妈也不错，真是深明大义
鼓励孩子要放松自己，真羡慕凯盛可以耳根清静地玩game
不过我发现他在他妈妈面前好安静哦~
伟杰就爽咯，跟jijini去富都不懂做什么XD

I HATE SEJARAH

2009-09-29T08:38:00.000-07:00

SEJARAH SEJARAH，看到就烦！！！
都说了“亡”者不可谏，来者犹可追
都已经成为历史了，读了又能怎么样，难道会扭转这种丢脸的历史吗？？？难道能让死人复活吗？？？
说什么读sejarah能让我们引以为戒，不再重返错误，大言不惭地说“past experiences if not forgotten is the guide for the future"
拜托，真是笑死人了，"俯撖“我们伟大的国家，哪来的future 啊==‘’，不该犯的错误还不是犯了一次又一次，连法律都没办法纠正的错误，竟然还妄想用sejarah 来唤醒大家，口头上的爱国精神，名义上的端庄威严，这些就是你们想要得吗？这根本是自欺欺人，没事找绳子上吊！！！（难怪被british骗了那么多次还不知悔改）
真的是“带赛”带到家，因为你一个“人”害我不能straight A1,haizzzzz
那个ah ah la 还敢叫我sehari satu jam bersama dengan sejarah， sejarah不要让我得脑残我就谢天谢地了，还要我每天看？！

烂！

2009-09-28T04:07:00.000-07:00

我觉得我的神经细胞真的是锈透了，
我bio尽然可以粗心总分7分，omg没有人比我更糟糕了吧，haiz
成绩从年头直线下滑到年尾，到SPM的时候就真的没眼看了。。。
还有阿，最让人懊恼的sejarah，真的是kns 的咯，我整个考试就全权攻sejarah罢了，竟然敢敢跟我拿76==‘’
没有一科是满意的，chemis，haiz...
不提还好，都不懂为什么paper 3 烂到拿35？？？！！！！
我的天啊，我不能再“放荡”下去了，
为了我最后一次的SPM,我发誓我要努力读书了！！！！！！
加油加油加油~
xiao C ，你给我看着，我一定要取代你上柔佛榜！！！（讲爽罢了啦，不要当真）
（最重要是别粗心阿小姐==）
*嗯，经过我的深思熟虑我决定下个礼拜才开始用功><''（决不动电脑！！！）

今天，唧唧泥讲起，我才发现到我也不知不觉妥协了。。。
其实也没那么可怜拉，sg的帅哥蛮多的〉<
说到底还不是因为你！最好不要让我失望！！！

my holiday gone T.T

2009-09-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

首先，chemis考到乱七八糟，失望透顶
再来，没事回什么kl，钰雯他们都没回，我回去干嘛
接着，我说了我不要读新加坡，不要勉强我（再吵我就去读form 6 ><'')
然后，我又很爱没事找麻烦，搞到自己一个头三个大（都怪我咎由自取，讲错话=='')
还有，蛮担心婆婆的，那天听钰雯讲到我心乱乱，希望一切安好
最后，不要乱帮我答应别人的party，又没经过我的同意，我也没说我要去，你喜欢你自己去嘛，拜托不要拖我下水（虽然我会游泳><)
怎么办？现在我要用什么借口来推==''
喂呀，小姐，本来这个假期我要好好relax 的，现在全被你搞炸了，人家刚刚考完试咧（考完试的最大^^). 我跟你有仇吗T.T 。。。算了拉，终极三国里的“刘备”说：兵来“酱”档，我就勉强再帮你挡一次（鲍鱼跌价了><)....不过这是最后一次啊，下不为例，下次你请皇上来也没用0.0
calvin三个礼拜后你就考完试了吧，到你帮skilling了阿，我不管，少少也要skill到a.master>ok,我“骂”完了，高兴了，我去睡觉了zzz

cabal--capella vs procyon

2009-09-19T01:12:00.000-07:00

recently i m quite mad abt cabal, keep screen shot (futhermore my skill oso not bad><)
yesterday, there is a personal war between capella & procyon at desert scream cc12 (war channel) ,it is all becoz of me...(haha)
becoz i song song use my friend,fireryice de char go cc12 to find "trouble" (cant said lyk tat la,becoz cc12 is free 4 war)...suddenly i saw a low level capella ,so i m so thrill n trigger att against her ,not gentleman at all ( i m gal leh ==''),by then a war is ensued....

i dun noe wat their skill name,but it is really wonderful n amazing~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lyk two force conquer each other~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my party de skill~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my party all pro pro de,all above lvl 100+,only mE.... T.T(calvin u should jy to catch up their pace XD)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

capella oso start to ask their "senior" come to aid them ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haha,party time!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ccccc,shiok right,i wonder how come the npc can watch our war leisurely ><~~~~~~~~~

dun curious y my hp owes full,becoz i owes dash away when tio att, let my part membern capella fight first then i 渔翁得利，i owes resposible 4 the "critical" att, (lol) sound lyk so noble right? but actually it is jus a 投机action ><''

c, i summore can dance in the "arena" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh ya,this is my party member "chewing gum" (not the sweet la,it is his char name)...he quite pro,solo 3 capella which r above level 80 at once ( sekali he lvl 151 liao ma ;3)

haha,capella owes tio pop 围殴( shhhhhh, i oso capella de ><'')...but too bad , now i m using pop char ,cant help ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*appreciate urself ba, now i going to war le ><

cabal 3 ----freryice

2009-09-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

MY FRIEND~
calvin aka freryice aka bl00dyhell aka hugesword aka ..(u open so many char,i forgot the last3 le ==) who r 15 years old now wif a 21 years old mental(lol). his acc pw is xxxxxxxx XP

if not wong, this is omium suit, nice ho ('0')~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i lyk his bow s0 much,nice style,purple coulor summoe got "blink""bbnk" de~~~~~~

i jus noe he invent lot of alz in his eq, wat suit 35mil , lapis crystal+6 20 mil or wat, from head till toe,almost 100mil (siao right?)

btw,it is worthy la,no wonder he got high reputation in his pvp,(so scare i will ruin his name) ;3~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

FORT RUNIA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i forgt the skill name,is throwing star gua i thnk~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

terra lance or fire canon?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

this skill i dun have-.-(aiyo i dun wan buy only ma,if i wan buy small case 4 me ><)

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okok,this is the skill that i appreciate ,admire n envy a lot OMG~ gravitational distortion!!!~~~

super nice~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

c the damage n the mon who tio "absorb" into this range 自己保重~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
gradualy enlarge(wf sale fator 3 at cere 4,3) lol><''~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

battle mode (cabal 2)

2009-09-16T06:22:00.000-07:00

start my battle mode~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

summoning double gun~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

shiok leh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

pattern多多==~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lyk so cheng~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

the noob mon still "dunno wat is elephant" ,keep attacking me,after i finsih"loading" my gun then u noe!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

amazing ho~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yeah,my gun~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

START ATTACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DOUBLE-aiming(2 mon at once)^^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~haha,act cool a while first XD~~~~~

*CALVIN,DUN WORRY,I WILL HELP U SS (in my next post),since u r more pro than me ,so ur char will be more mesmerising ><

cabal

2009-09-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

今天，终于考完试了，其实考完没考完也没差，我照玩，成绩出来不敢看><
本来我今天要把我三国的“辉煌史”(lol)放上来show off 的，可是三国的全app功能办还没出玩，不用紧，我觉得cabal的图片也蛮美的，（其实我也是skilling skill 到一半偷跑出来XD）
首先，我要放我自己的character,一个跟主人一样美，一样“厉害”的character ><''

titanum set(目前最高的eq)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

看，还可以玩audition ><~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

bluestin set ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

mage 得衣不错哦（不过我是force archer)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haiz,我梦寐以求的skill（vital）, （可恶calvin 酱快就max liao,我还要30多个skill point）==

adept aramid set ( 从"hoshi"那里“偷”过来的）~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haha,漂亮咧^^

接下来，让你们开开眼界，看看我的skill（这也是我最失败的地方，玩的on9 game 中烂的一次，早就好听lance n calvin 的劝告，努力skilling =='' haiz),不过她的skill勉强看得过去啦~

shadow shot~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(目前为止因该是我最高的skill)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haha,中毒了！~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

the stupid mon 围殴我，没礼貌~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haha,刚刚好，excellent de combo>< ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

要不是我在skilling,一定把你3- hit- ko ,不会考虑一下我穿adept 咩,很痛咧~T。T

技术不错吧~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

什么都可以看，就是不要看我hp，too lao kui le ==''~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
stone canon~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

poison arrow~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lightning canon~~~~~~~~~(这张最帅，那兔子飞起来的〉<)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wa,nice leh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

buff my self~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*i haven show my battle mode ,omg super nice -----gun twinner (or twin gunner)lol forgot le

i wan sleep le now ,later when i wake up , i will continue to add ^^

exam day

2009-09-08T02:05:00.001-07:00

actually today nth to write abt de but all my game undergo severe maintanance(DUNNO Y ,so unite??) cabal maintance ,vampire sc, sanguo add new app, 轩辕决haven update ,maple forgot password =='' (most lao kui). so now i indeed dk wat to do n drop by my blog to 3838 a while....today, chemistry paper, i only can find careless to describe myself(jing ni now then i really agree wif u )....i had tried to kick away n get rid of this bad habits by hook or by crook, but my effort seem do not help in the situation ,i still can do such noobie thing even under the perception of my cerebal cortex...haizzzzi did such funny thing ,sure pn.Vanaja will laugh her head off ,T.T ..aiya,dun tok abt exam le,make me misery n agony only .today, i draw lot of comic relate to vivian , quite funny la ><'' but vivian i noe u noe i m jus kidding , so u wont get angry ho ....ok, suddenly a though race through my mind...i noe 2moro who will be my next target liao,haha (the ppl dun overjoy a XD)recently , i oso quite jealous that sau chyun got 便当to eat :3 , how come o...(oooo,sau chyun's main motive to have LEENA as gf??!!!)....lance-who-love-me ,actually i can fullfill ur wish, i noe u wan to bluff me that u r very pro in preparing 便当...ok la ok la ,nvm lo i willing to be cheated by u, u can go n buy a delicious 便当 n bluff me that u make it urself...XDMY CABAL SEEM can log in le,so i better go chiong my only expert rank 50 skill rank to A.expert before ppl shout at me "vital pls" ..see u

天才vs智障

2009-09-04T06:04:00.000-07:00

haha,finally sejarah paper over le , so happy
as tot i jus sit 4 sejarah exam only, after sejarah there r no more worries ^^haha
all form five student idom--->when there is sejarah ,there is a misery

今天看了一个很不错的例子也有了少领悟。
一个被认为是智障的儿童只用了十分钟来揭开十七年来大大小小数学家都无法破解的几何图形
一个连加减乘除都不能掌控的残缺儿轻轻松松用曲线来揭开高层保险柜的密码
现今，有多少自以为聪明绝顶的“正常”人都无法达成的任务对于那些口口声声被社会鄙视，被冠上“智障”的人来说或许只是小事一桩。。。
“智障”和“聪明”这两个这名词根本不应该出现在社会观点里
我们之所以被认为“正常”，被认为“聪明”，被认为“有前途”等等，那都是因为我们幸运，幸运我们的脑细胞活跃的趋向符合社会要求，达到大众化观念的标准并和世界知识文化平行而进，这并没有什么好值得骄傲的。。。
相反的，被那些凡夫俗子称为“智障”的儿童才是真真的潜力无限，因为他们脑细胞的格局能不断发展并超越所有正规的发展以致他们的脑部功能不能得到平衡和管制才会使到他们与社会标准脱离，也照成他们对平常普通的事物较为迟钝。。。
这也是为什么有人说“天才和白痴只有一线之差”
这些儿童之所以对简单大众的事物反应不过来但这也是因为他们同时兼具着惊人的天赋，所以社会不该自命清高地否认他人
在你狂妄地取笑他人时，不要忘了从更高深的立场来较量是，他们的能力是有过之而无不及的，绝对会让你无地自容，所以不要班门弄斧，对自己的脸儿已
拿个比喻，“智障”儿不能掌控的只是“小学”课程，“天才”不能掌控的“大学”课程
谁是笨蛋？？？一目了然吧
也许，换个角度来看，我们才是智障！！！！

*以上单纯乃本人看法，如有得罪轻多包涵

clarify

2009-08-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

i would lyk to annouce to all that the guy in my display pic is my cousin
cousin cousin cousin ,u noe?
so,stop to let the desire of ur imagination to soar
i noe u all "concern" abt me ( i think is gei bo ba) f3
but can u all put ur "concern" in the coming percubaan instead of me
tat day , i tend to take down the photo before ensuing a chaos(since i so popular><) jk
but due to my internet failure ,i even cannot on9 so i could do nth
now, i think it is not use 4 me to take down this photo le right ,
since wei zeik n jing ni who r so "considerate" had save the photo "in the nick of time"==''
(wei zeik even go n magnify it )
omg ,wei zeik, 你该不会是在暗恋我吧 ....haha jk la

btw,thx shurn ern de advice
堂的不可以，表的可以ho
dun worry , i will "try" my best de

oh ya , lance -who -love me dun an shuang after u saw this post
because u oso do not even stand a single chance in wooing me ...XD

lastly i realise that the 杨大郎杨二郎in 少年杨家将oso not bad o ,quite handsome ,quite清秀...haiz so hard to choose XD

one of the thursday in my life

2009-08-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

today, i am on cloud nine because my internet FINALLY revived ...
actually it due to my modem defective but anyhow i go "kacau" streamxy service centre everytime i cant on9 ><''..(laokui)

nowadays,the topic that mention by teacher r more or less glue on dating ,discpline problem n many other social ill that plagueing teenagers....
altot i m not whole-heartedly agree wif the "30 years old as adequate dating time" but i could understand that it is all for our own sake as so much so some "delinquent factor" have crept over our society, danger lurk at every corner n we all cant notice the unseen eyes....
ecspecially gals , be smart n dun let the danger knock on ur door.
oh ya ,nearly forgot to SHARE vivian's antic wif u all...
once upon a time....(actually is yesterday)
vivian make a eloquent speech to miss chok( actually she jus said "so old oredi ,if haven date it is indeed weird")
her voice so loud till she put microphone n loudspeaker at shame
it is really a "mishap come out from mouth"(chinese idiom)
she didnt realise that wesly is jus outside the classroom
haizzz,so lao kui XP

2moro is the prior to my grandma's birthday
quite anticipating but coumpounded wif some jittery
(all the mian xian fault T.T)
I really worry i will make a big mess
who say confident is the best solution to all plights,
i m confident enof a but still failure failure n failure
who say sincere is the best present
ok lo, i present u wif my "failure" mian xian lo

recently , we all quite toketive
gathering thorough the whole day
i even dunno wat is the purpose for me to go to sch XD
but such laxity of lifestyle, i appreciate a lot >v<
however, when i start to do my revision ,i will getting into hot water cause i waste lot of time n no enof time 4 me to prepare edi T_T
actually i oso dislik to take any exam....
we mus study under pleasure rather than under pressure
but the exam-oriented society cant fullfill our hope
pls let us savour our precious childhood before growing up into a "full-fleged" adult(lol, 17 years old le ,still childhood?)

ok, i waste another 15 min on this blog ....
time to study

happy birthday to mr kiing

2009-08-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

today, is Mr.Kiing 's birthday (jus after eeink)

n we reveal that he is 36 years old by today...haha,quite old le

we held a simple but nice birthday party for him and he quite touching la...(hehe,percubaan chinese paper de marks no nid worry le ...jkjk)

i think this is the first time but oso the last time tat we can celebrate birthday wif Mr.Kiing

without any scrumptious meal

without any sky-high price's present

without any flatter words

but this is the most meaningful birthday party that he ever had(Mr.Kiing said de a)

because the elements tat comprise this party are our utter trust,"pure"caring and mutual uderstanding....

i got saw tear welled up in his eyes and he seem overwhelmed by the sincere and care that shown by us...

Mr.Kiing is considered by all and sundry as a responsible n noble teacher n we will cherish him n bear his advice in our mind....

we really savour this precious time of being together wif Mr.Kiing

(hope he is entertained by our amusing antics.....the one tom n jerry de mask so funny)]

also,never had i appreciate my physics teacher sa much as i did today

he have a knack to inspires his students with his own enthusiams for the subject

but i owes sleep in class n not paying attention to wat he said n i felt so regret now ...

oh ya,jus now jia woei c i sleepy in physic class n tend to miss call me to awake me...

luckily i got switch my hp to silent if not sure very "lao kui"

wei zeik seem to be on the top of world because jia woei start toking ot him

c, i told u before time is the best medicine for any wounds n even can "dilute" both parties de anger or rages( dun worry so much la)

but i discover that jia woei 's mood oso not bad o today(maybe he ....haha i didnt say anything a)

jus now ,Yeap use a very funny n interesting example to improve students's grasp of logic gate

i think i m AND gatE N I WILL BE VERY FUSSY N FASTIDOUS IN CHOOSING MY futere husband (kim hyun joon)><

mus fullfill all my preconditions first,hahaha

tat all by today,i wan go watch ghost

玉盈生日快乐

2009-08-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

今天是玉盈的十七大寿，举国欢庆，盛况空前，绝无仅有，来无前者后无续人。。。。（影片效果而已）
洁颖做的企鹅很棒吧，重点是你必须“投桃报李”，缝多一个企鹅娃娃给他们。。。
那下次我画一辆posche给你，你就送一辆真的给我
还有哦，欣婷你做给我的卡要比全部人的美，
不然我的pH value 会降到很低（刚刚跟一个吸血鬼学的）

对了，在此谢谢文心，凯盛，伟杰和洁琦的不辞劳苦，跋山涉水，千里迢迢地（也是影视效果）帮我们买礼物给玉盈。虽然说每个人的taste都不一样，但玉盈一定会喜欢的也会好好善用的。
说来惭愧，我很像没有帮朋友选过礼物（还没有并不代表以后也没有啊，而且我又不像爱到不知所措的凯盛酱geibo,每次都都要跟去><''...jkjk)...下次我也一起去买~

今天到此为止吧，我要去"解决“我的失败品---面线汤

努力中

2009-08-05T06:06:00.001-07:00

完了啦，全部给我搞砸了。。。
差点把我家厨房给烧了，其实也没那么严重啦，只是一直被我妈妈“念”
“长这么大还会把plastic带丢进锅里煮“ 哎哟，人家又不是故意的而且我是第一次下厨咧，开玩笑，proffesor 下厨咧，平常应该是我家awang负责的
凡是都有第一次的嘛,况且我又没有把整间家烧完,不错了咧~
我就趁着一个月把握的厨艺练好(未来的名厨---stella tay,大家拭目以待吧>,<)
可怜我妈妈要帮我一起收拾残局还要一边唠叨，一心二用，真是厉害呀
哎呀，现在的二十一世纪谁规定女生一定要会煮，再说我又不是完全不会煮（煮出来不可吃罢了嘛），不能吃得文心settle 咯，她说她会捧场的
外卖，便当，餐馆又不是假的（moral 里的nilai 要加多一条，menghormati hak golongan tidak tahu memasak)
电话按一按，要多丰盛都可以，重点是那个S加两条线的东西。。。
而且，金亨俊会煮就好了阿><
船到桥头自然直啦

不过呢，我用了一包六粒面线来try,竟然没有一个成功，购丢脸的
BUT，有志者，事竟成，di mana ada kemahuan,di situ ada jalan,when there is a will there is way...
ok,安慰自己的话讲完了我要在继续"烧"我家厨房了...
哦,在此特别鸣谢我的师傅----陈惠琪准新娘

chemistry presentation

2009-08-03T08:54:00.000-07:00

wa, my cousin de sch so good,got "bonus" cuti due to H1N1 , dk got replacement anot
oh ya, i would lyk to gratz vivian because u no nid carry on ur "plot" le
despite the "lao kui" situation, it also hard for a normal human to tumble head-over-heel and then roll down the stair (nearly forgot eeink got try before ><'')
summore u have to wept bitterly, act innocent n cry ur eyes out....
wat a tough task n challenge 4 u
jus imagine when u rush out from the lab in a flood of tears n ur crumpled face oredi funny enof (LOL)
but luckily u n jing ni can present the chemistry succesfully by today

there is one more thing i would lyk to vent out at here...
haiyo...enough wif the lag n hang of teacher's computer ,the microsoft office cannot support some of the function n i have to "disable" my certain interesting presenting mode RELUCTANTLY altot i convert to 97_03 oredi ...haiz
HOWEVER,i feel tat my group"s presentation was quite success n impressive n i m oso sastify with our OUTSTANDING performance ( no wonder la since i m the group leader)XD
Pn.Vanaja giv us almost 15 min to present but we used up her precious 2 period...haha
this can prove that we r so conscientious in our presentation...
(lol,actually i jus use 20 min to settle my slides cause lazy to type more)

teacher ask us to find extra information n we seem over-zealous n find the "excees" information(jus copy n paste only ma)
but i hope that we can reap wat we sow ,our effort won't be vain n hope that our presentation can improve student's grasp of food addictive~

i seem toking too much le, end here

everythign rosak? how to concentrate?

2009-08-02T00:23:00.000-07:00

很久没有在自己的部落格三八，三八了。。。
首先，我要感谢玉盈忍痛“割爱”，把金亨俊介绍给我
真是够帅的，鼻子最perfect 了啦~

还有最气人的莫过于我家的东西一直在“罢工”，“报废”
internet 不懂几时变成a.c current ，1分钟可以dc 3 次，真的很厉害咯
冷气又变成烘烤机，吹出来的气是热的
冲凉房的heater 也坏掉，还我每天冲冷水
我的钢琴也给我哥哥弹到不像样，弹坏就算了，问题最大是噪音啊~~~严重干扰我的思绪，害我每天精神紧绷。。。（不明白他怎么忍受的，就像毒蛇不会被自己的毒毒死是一样的道理吧）

那天龚老师提醒我们要读书了，真的是，大家越变越好玩
讲到读书就烦，每次都“意志坚定”地自欺欺人。。。
每天定了目标后就忘记了，每次都讲要认真，结果书在人不在，每次讲要用功，是有用功阿不过是用功在玩。。。
不知道我几时才能集中精神坐下来好好读书
如果说一天perfect study time 是4个小时，
那么我一定是一个小时发白日梦（想金亨俊〉《）
一个小时cao 东西来吃（难怪体重飙升）
一个小时被电视机的声音“吸”出去，
一个小时internet(很像不止）
每次开书本都是刚好开到我要读的那一面就没有mood 了
“亡段”了咯，哪个天才可以帮帮忙解决我以上的症状

也不是我的错啊，
肚子饿？怪那个hydrochloric acid lo
电视机？怪我妈妈咯，谁叫她要开
internet？怪电脑咯，谁叫他那么attractive
白日梦？怪金亨俊太帅了

这篇blog也是我书本开住一半跑来写的==''
我看我去练“凝神决”算了。。。
haizzz

so happy~

2009-07-30T04:26:00.000-07:00

哈哈,外婆的八十大寿不远了哦~
一定要让他毕生难忘^^
不过ho,钰雯啊,我连荷包蛋煎不煎得出来都是个问题,你还叫我煮猪脚面线和红鸡蛋?!!!
如果婆婆吃下去,还真是让他"回味无穷","毕生难忘"阿><''
不过既然婆婆怀旧,那我也"当仁不让"地站在旁边看你煮..(XD), jkjk la
好啦,我会去把"蔓莉"这首歌练好然后去拜师学厨艺啦~
(omg~such a momentous n significant day)

全部人都把生日想得太堂皇了,还好我们很够special (都不懂是贬义还是褒义)XD
不过最重要的还是大家聚在一起的气氛吧
山珍海味,金衣镂服,豪迈气派,物质满足,冠冕堂皇应该都只是有形无意的表面功夫,
充其量也只是避免laokui的功课而已
真真的重点还是那一张全家福,还有大家一起共进晚餐的机会~
这得确实有钱也买不到的一刻温馨和一秒天伦

jason,多几年你要带我们的未来表媳(应该没有错ho) 回来看外婆咯~
钰雯---"眼部专科权威"(lol)会是第二个
好啦好啦,我的华语作文还没写就在这里写一大堆

等下先,怕忘记,记录一下:
我要带,laptop,camera, recipe,photoshot(pendrive), burn CD,
应该没有什么重要东西漏了吧???
有的话,留comment告诉我~bb

(噢噢噢,提醒四姨去电头发--哈哈~)

"忏悔“..lol

2009-07-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

今天，被“瓦纳嘉”骂到狗血淋头。。。
也是啦，谁叫我们每天在BM节变chokia,
没交bm功课，就连karangan也是临时临极做出来的
(她很过分咧，我明明每节都在做chokia,哪里只bm 节><'')

不过，没想到看起来跟我们一样chokia 的“爱莎”竟然会跑去向“瓦纳嘉”告状？！！！
真是人不可貌相（很像用错地方了ho)
不过咧，追根究底还是我们有错在先啦，
哀莫大于我们必须把从前，现在还有未来的功课全部赶完
（完了咯，我自己都不懂欠了多少）

还有ho，最近"屁屁地“是不是在更年期，爽爽来一个gempur吓吓我们，
不要做梦了拉，没有人会读的 ;3
对了，拜托学校不要再去请那些有的没的的teknik menjawab
so lame ==''
吃掉我的天堂课不说，那讲师讲的东西来来去去跟我们所知道的差不了多少吧，
而且还要我们学校“重金”聘请

到此一游~

career

2009-07-24T19:45:00.000-07:00

今天omega 的校长进来physic 班"寒暄“了几句
他说拿STPM 然后进大学是”要不得“的行为，根本不用考虑
过后，他又讲去新加坡不是明智之举，说新加坡已经今非昔比了，没有机会可言
说来说去就是要我们选择他”即将“创办的private college 吧
不过，他说的话也不是完全没有重点，
经过他的“苦口婆心”，“谆谆善诱”，我决定我会选择either pharmacy or dentistry
本来要选medicine 的，但是他又说很少有husband 受得了doctor wife ,会有碍家庭幸福（lol)
(也对啦，万一李明镐beh tahan 我怎么办><)
本来要选nutrition ，但是我自己在一瞬间体重飙升7kg T。T ，怎么有资格去做nutrition

sejarah

2009-07-23T04:37:00.000-07:00

gempur sejarah?!!!
这间学校越来越无厘头了
percubaan 日期调来调去不说，suddenly gempur sejarah?
zzz,so lame,
u tot sejarah easy to memorise ,isit?
u tot gempur can enhance our prestasi?
haiz..
since im an oblinge student thus i cant oblivious to teacher"s instuction,
so i still ahve to go through the grind of studying hard in sejarah
after half hour of torture...
after one hour of grueling lesson....
n after two hour struggling in sejarah...
FINALLY!
i have finished 3 pages of sejarah ==‘’

"now my mind is wrecked wif anguish n agonies,
my heart is gripped wif a strange tightness"

---adapted from my magazine " secret behind scar" (lol)

i m really impressed wif my incredible ability in which how i could listen to my history teacher to drone on the half-forgotten history for almost 2 hour every week without feeling sleepy (if 4 eeink ,sure the plot of her dream has oredi developed to the peak><'' dun let her c this )

maybe i owes build the castle in the air during sejarah lesson...(haha,cikgu hayati dunno my blo><),that y the dullful,super lame n meaningless atmosphere that created by sejarah lesson would not pervading around me

ok,lastly, i would lik to express my opinion n vouch decisively that SEJARAH or HISTORY is indeed a LAME subject , i wonder till when the PPD will intend to eradicate this subject?

special for jia chen

2009-07-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

Jia Chen, it has been 5 yrs since our last ping pong competition at Muar...

i think u r the only person who noe my fobia 2ward ping pong competition,

n i oso lazy to explain my plight to the sencond person n i dun think it is neccessary to explain anymore.

it is indeed a priviledge choice cause i cannnot find excuse for my defeat n failure

i oso dunno y my performance during practice can make a 180 degrees negative changing when compare to my competition performance...

I still remember u ever asked me wat i frighten for?

till now,i still cant find out the answer...

altot i m enthusiastic 2ward ping pong but wat the use if i even do not have the confident to stand for the competition...

tat y i swear i wont touch ping pong anymore in my secondary sch life,because there is not greater grief for a athlet who train feverishly but at least lose due to the lack of confident

But, i think i should thank my chinese teacher ,Mr King (Albert King )

without not him, i think i wont get the ping pong sijil which is useful for my koko marks...

jittery?apprehensive? nervous? i oso dunno how to describe my actual feeling in words

ALL in all, i should thx u for giving me a memorable n momnetous primary six life which will linger on my whole life...

i think u will still carry on ur ping pong cAREE n u have my bless here.hopefully, i whish tat i can c the sport headline with ur outstanding achivement from newspaper one day...

"electrochemical series"

2009-07-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

haiz....

事实证明不能每天“作弄”别人，

会有报应的 T。T

(报应我越来越可爱，越来越talent,哈哈！）

慈爱，抱歉啦，我特别爱跟你“开玩笑”，

毕竟你那么“爱”我，所以你不会介意的啦ho ><

哈哈，子恒，那个male 版的 "electrochemical series" 让我来写吧

same sequences,i tend to start from the ascending order

title: the reactivity of our 5 berlian chinese boy with"handsome" this word

aim:to investigate the reactivity of 5 berliam chinese boy with "handsome"

problem statement:( aiya,all the same la )

bla bla bla .....

result: fifth- WOO KAE SHENG ( i m oredi very mercy to count him as a boy ,so bo bian a ,have

to place at the last n i oso scare he will fall in love wif me if i place him at the top )

fourth- CHOY MUN FONG ( silent is golden , i think my class de boys should learn from

him)

third- LOW WEI ZEIK ( 跟lance 那个noob 跟久了就是酱）

second- NG SAU CHYUN (每天拈花惹草，不放前一点，那我这辈子生得那么可爱不是

浪费了*因为如果我不会做人的话惠琪和文心随时宰了我）

first- OMG~ summore got who o ?!!! of course is our "fully-talented" n super

"handsome" LI ZI HERN (clap hand...)(没办法啦，我都酱可爱了，我家的

AWANG哪里可以丢脸）

choices

2009-07-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

刚才去看了我家awang 的blog,
我，professor stella （lol)也有蛮强烈的同感。。。
如果这种令人陶醉忘我的生活只是一个休息站
一个为了迎接暴风来临前的宁静，
一个混沌宇宙里的小星球，
一个稍纵即逝的哈雷彗星
一个随时被吞没的海滩城堡
那我甘愿在我还没泥足深陷前赶快梦醒，不管这个黎明是结束噩梦还是终结美梦，
面对现实，做回自己，才是最实际的吧~
毕竟这世界的格局不只是一个，也不是每次都那么幸运
能在亲戚和朋友的呵护，照顾，关怀和笑声里

这个让人类价值观错乱的社会，
让道德与利益不能共存的世界，
天壤之别的对错是非观念,
完全没有留情，同情，感情可言的圈子里，
我们唯一能做的就只有提高自我保护意识，
当然，这也是罪恶萌芽的开始，
人类成了自己的傀儡？
这可以说是相互制衡得来的饱和点吗？

幸福让人类的自我意识难以苏醒，
让人类还没站起来就被判出局，
所以我现在才明白流连忘返的意境，
所以难怪世事没有绝对的完美。。。

不过，我还是选择继续“错”下去，
毕竟，这么美妙的“错误”，
我想我会怀念多于后悔吧~^^
i love my family(except my bro!) n friendssss

怎么办T。T

2009-07-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

不会吧，虽然很不愿意，不过我猜的应该没错。。。
OMG~ 我该怎么办T。T。。。
不要阿，如果真的搬过来，那我悠哉的生活不是完全被打乱。。。
我就知道“她”不会无缘无故“关心”我的“近况”
天啊，快点让槟城通往南马的道路统统被台风，狂风，旋风吹垮，
还是要来场海啸，水灾，暴风，冰刨，山洪，土崩，什么都好啦
拜托啊，神啊，阿拉，主阿，圣母玛利亚，天上所有的神仙，
千万千万不要让他搬过来，我还不想那么早得精神分裂。。。==‘’

从我妈妈那兴奋的谈话，
还有“她"自信肯定的眼神，
还有，整天有事没事一两个call
神神秘秘来来回回，
还“关心”起我的近况
鬼才信你是“单纯”的“关心”

haiz...真希望我是想太多
又或者被检验出我精神错乱，爱幻想。。。

星期五~

2009-07-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

今天龚老师说的话跟他以往说得有点出入哦~
他常说要懂得看时机，见风使舵，别做无谓的牺牲
不过他今天竟然要我们“展现”热血青年的勇敢和冲动，说真话，为下一代争取?!
(那我明天去办公室前面抗议我们不要每天站操场）><''

今天，“她”又打电话来“关心”我的“近况”
真是受不了。。。
不过呢，又聪明，又漂亮，又“善解人意”，又高明，又“识大体”，又大方
完美得太没天理了，真过分!
连我自己都有点嫉妒加羡慕，
难怪我妈会唠叨到现在还不会停==''

算了啦，开心最重要，无谓去计较，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
还好只有'小部分“，不然不是被逼疯，就是得脑残。。。
还有啊，我最近对我的prestasi 都没有这样care 了
我现在觉得朋友和我爱的家人最重要，
其它的东西都变得好虚幻，不实际了。。。

chemistry...

2009-07-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

明天是chemistry national quiz
原本对chemistry 满有信心的，
可是不懂为什么突然变得很不踏实，
说不想拿disticntion 是骗人的啦，
可以的话，谁都会想要拿吧~

可能是最近太过执着于一些想不通的问题，
ex: premise 1 :neutralisation produce soluble salt (no matter alkaline or base)
premise 2:barium hydroxide add to sulphuric acid is neutralisation
conclusion: the salt produce by the eq above should be soluble
(but is barium sulphate soluble?!!!)
还有一些其它“拉拉杂杂”的问题，
有些理论根本相冲到很严重，
那个死不承认自己是2J班的怪胎硬要说成是exception><（不要随便对号入座阿）
原来那些科学家都是这样自欺欺人的吗？
chemistry 讲的东西跟physic 讲的又有点相悖。。。

这个拜六我一定要问啊Lim
看看他怎么回答我XD
一旦想不通这些问题，我会对这些科目完全失去兴趣
然后我就会考不好
然后着社会就会少我一个“人才”
然后世界就不会那么进步
搞不好会发生非常状况没人处理
然后世界末日。。。（想太多了XP）
OMG~ 看看看，如果我想不通的话就会世界末日，
后果不堪设啊~~~~~~~~~

（看了这个Post 想拿鞋子丢我的人请冷静，蓄意伤害他人是犯法的><''

班life~

2009-07-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

哈哈，今天跟朋友们一起看以前的班级照

不“负”当年之"cute",我还是一样那么可爱><''

竟然被我朋友说我脚短，不过那是以前的事了（全部嫉妒我现在长得高XP）

我发现到邵勤以前有够“second growth" 的咯（不要给他看到XD）

还有，那个死都不承认自己是2J班的凯盛（你认命吧）==一直在强词夺理

子恒阿子恒，你现在的样子跟以前“好”像啊。。。

对有些朋友的记忆没有那么深了~也许时间真的能冲淡好多事物，才会有所谓的时光一去不回头吧~

嘿嘿，欣婷，晶妮，惠琪，放心吧，我不会忘记你们的（忘了怎么样去云顶〉《）。。。

当然，其他人，慈爱啦，思靖啦，文心啦，玉盈，广悦，明安，家乐，凯欣。。。。总之全form5的华人我都不会忘（我肚子饿了，懒惰一个个打出来，请大家见谅）

显。。。

2009-07-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

TRIAL EXAM 要来了。。。（直接提前一个月，真过分！！！）
离今天的日期应该还有两的礼拜多，
完了咯，单单sejarah 两个月都不够读，咳。。。
不过这还不是最糟的，
现在最担心的还是以后的路该怎么走，或许应该说该怎么起步
percubaan 了就SPM,
然后college.....(时间真的过得好快，好快）

“想好要读什么了吗？"
"要去哪里读啊"
"来新加坡读啦，不要在马来西亚读“
”几时要去读“
”要申请奖学金吗？“
拜托拜托，不要再问我这种比哈佛试卷还难回答的问题。。
我考虑清楚了，我就会决定。。。

都怪小时候那个不知天高地厚的我，让我父母都认为我有什么“雄心壮志”
可是，我现在只想简简单单读完我的书，然后平平凡凡做我的工，快快乐乐过我的生活
OMG~这是不是颓废的象征。。。
也很难说啦，搞不好多几天或多几个小时我又改变主意了~
等下又想要做总统怎么办><''

不过，最舍不得还是我的朋友们~~~~~
（可能是你们改变我的想法了吧~）
XD

衰！

2009-07-09T23:44:00.000-07:00

今天真是够倒霉的，
阔别五年，我竟然又做了一件又托，又糗，又“烙魁”的事
都怪我太紧张要去上bio课了（〉<'')
正所谓“more haste less speed"
就在我匆匆忙忙地赶着去上课时，
OMG~ 在lab 前面跌倒==''
而且还是伏地式跌倒，丢脸丢死了
全班三十多个人，六十多粒眼睛，套用一句龚老师的“名言”，好死不死竟然在门口跌到
（完了，完了，我要杀很多人灭口><'')
吕子恒，你满意了吗？（我跌到的post 摆得很不错吧，要不要教教你）

最惨的是，伤口有一点刺痛的感觉，不舒服就对了
本来呢我也不想去擦药的，但是就在关心我的朋友那五寸不烂之舌下，我终于妥协在惠琪那暴力擦药方式下。。。（jkjk la)
还有，重点是，我没有喊啊，也没有叫阿，不要被惠琪骗了><
接下来我当然是拖着两支黄黄的脚度过我悲惨的星期五~~~

我爱你~

2009-07-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

我现在才发现我不能没有你，
少了你我的人生变得了无生趣，
生活的意义也开始变质，
就在我重新得到你时，我是多么的喜悦，多么的兴奋
你“离开”我的这三天，我都茶饭不思，废寝忘食的想念你
无论你在哪个角落我都一定要找到你，上天入地
不惜一切，不计任何代价只为了让你重新回到我身边
（在写下去我自己都要收不了><)

conclusion: internet,i love u so much~~~~~~
dun leave me alone le><''

对不起~

2009-07-04T23:58:00.000-07:00

真的很抱歉啦~
最近答应你的事情，我都没有办到
你就大人有大量，不要跟我计较嘛

虽然被“放鸽子”任何人都会很不爽（而且不止一次=='')
但是我有苦衷的嘛（讲借口还比较合适一点><'')

我承认苦苦等待的感觉很不好（每天在候车停等我妈等到傻）
而且我几乎每次都出尔反尔
我的保证已经不具任何信任价值了，
真是惭愧。。。（等我去面壁思过五分钟先啊）

还有啊，我拜托拜托你的脾气可不可以不要那么好，
很容易被“媳妇”咧。。。
下次如果我再爽约，麻烦你发发脾气好不好，
还是你要抗议也可以阿
就是不要再忍耐就对了啦~
（不然我有一种山雨欲来风满楼的感觉）（呜~~~~~~~~~）

不过，也可能因为对象是你，所以我才那么肆无忌惮，（没那么严重ho）
最近我班的人一直在那里soulmate 前，soulmate 后，
我才开始想到你这个“穆阿基”（开玩笑，开玩笑）

从来不在我需要时缺席，
从来不会因为我的错误而生气
你只会因为别人的事情而困扰
却不让别人因为你的事情伤脑筋
这怎么公平呢？
麻烦你多多为自己着想吧~

RECENTLY

2009-07-03T05:08:00.000-07:00

最近，大家都在“积极”地谈恋爱
尤其是xxx（天知，地知，你知，我知，全校知）lol
他竟然认真到吃我的醋==''
(麻烦你logic点，你女朋友是女的，好不好）〉<''
不过也不能怪他啦~
原本就不怎么正常的她再加上恋爱让人失去理智而且他女朋友的魅力也不小，
所以也算情有可原啦
还是要祝福你们~
（嘿嘿，我算有良心了吧，我还出面澄清咧，不然你肯定睡不着，哈哈）

还有，麻烦我的亲戚们，从老到幼，从上到下，从男到女，从左到右，哎哟，什么都好啦
你们要问什么都好，就是不要问我有没有男朋友啦之类的话
我相信我不只回答你们x999999次了，根本已经回答到infinity了
更好笑的是，我说没有，你们又不信
那干嘛还问我，你们高兴怎么想就怎么想咯

今年是SPM，我本人已经没什么斗志了，
所以绝对不会花多余的时间去浪费
还有，我觉得我会爱我的电脑多一点吧~^^

警告yyy!

2009-07-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

我真的很不喜欢为了引起花边效果而利用对别人具有人身攻击或是贬义性的事情来开玩笑。。。
不要告诉我你不知道会对她带来负面影响
不要说你只是单纯地开玩笑
更不要说你“以为”她不会介意

就算她真的不介意，你就可以开这种玩笑吗？
更何况，这种事情她怎么可能不会介意！！！
你以一两句悬疑性的开场白引起大家的兴趣，然后把你那“不以为意”却让他人难以解释的事情丢给当事人来结尾，自己却在一旁享受首当“线人”的乐趣
你想要引人注目？成为众人焦点？
你在想什么我并没有兴趣知道，不过麻烦你不要把无聊当有趣
要不是你和我有血缘关系，我绝对会以治其人之道，还治其人之身
只有这样你才会明白xxx 在你那“单纯”的开玩笑里受了多少委屈！！！

在他人的伤口上撒盐，
在别人的无奈中大笑
我真的很不屑。。。

距离。。。

2009-07-01T03:15:00.000-07:00

如果问世界上最远的距离是什么
热恋中的情侣也许会回答：“那就是我在你身边，你却不知道我爱你”（~~~肉麻死了，我也不懂从哪里听到的，可能是不小心听到子恒跟xxx的对话）〉<
书堆中的“卷”侣可能会说：“根据我的调查结果，地球的北部和南部，由直径，圆周率，平方原理来算。。。。（·#￥%~·#·2！—*%￥￥*9，我又不是问你数学题==''，你要不要连你的生辰八字也告诉我=='')

不同的人真的有不同的观点，只要是自己能接受的，谁都没有资格说错
如果我没记错的话，这是一个小学同学问过我的问题
最近，我有了新的观点。
距离可以是让你坚持不懈的目标，也可以是让你一蹶不振的障碍
如果没有距离，人就不会有斗志，也不会懂得什么是前进，更不用说发展的空间了
但是如果距离太遥远就会让人有望尘莫及的感觉，然后自然而然地。。。放弃
这或许就是人们常说的吧~
要懂得如何保持忽远忽近，诺隐诺现，才会让你存在的价值不会被忽略。
无论是事业，学业，家庭还是人际都一样吧。。。

我想，距离是一种限制，不懂得控制距离才会让它不断增长
所以，最远的距离应该是人类的欲望了
人类最不懂得控制的就是欲望了，不是吗？

烦！

2009-06-27T22:26:00.000-07:00

不懂为什么，我最近都一直在“游神”
而且不知道在想什么的那一种，发白日梦也是那种发到没有理由的
总之就是很心不在焉就对了啦。。。
而且因为某些事情的因素，让我一直要做出牺牲性的选择
真的搞不懂大人到底在想什么，一定要有“放弃”这样的选择存在他们才会开心，
“放弃”似乎可以衬托出“选择”的价值，
但是为什么在那种明明可以双赢的局势，却还要上演这种无聊的剧情，
说什么鱼与熊掌不能兼得，那为什么你不说眼睛和鼻子不能同时出现呢？（去割掉鼻子啊）
分明就是要耍无奈==''（那你要不要一哭，二闹，三上吊阿？）

为什么一定要有人牺牲，一定要有人退出，一定要有人阵亡
才会甘愿，才会知足。。。
虽然我不能否认不是你死就是我亡的全自然理论
我也无法质疑这世上有太多“暗箭难防”的例子，
但是如果你要对一个完全不明所以，也没有牵引效应的人使用“斩草不除根，春风吹又生”的理论，你不觉得太过分了吗？
很明显的，你是在利用他人的无助来掩饰自己的无能吧！

就算是在刑场上的郐子手，下刀前都会再三确认
就算是杀手也不会乱杀人
就算是皇帝也不能乱下“斩令”（不然迟早被推翻）
所以，不要认为乱拿别人来开刀是什么令人引以为傲的事！！！

好朋友

2009-06-27T03:41:00.000-07:00

最近去学校都很写意，很轻松，完全没有由负担和压力(说我们是SPM的考生都不懂又没有人信）
每天都在学校开party (连零食都准备充分><)
一群人围在一起聊天，开玩笑的感觉真的很棒（子恒猜不到我们的谈话所以整天说我何晶妮在讲别人的坏话。。。哈哈）
真的好爱我这群朋友，跟你们在一起我真的很开心
每天都有欣婷傻傻sot sot的举动,
晶妮那种被骂到半死都不会生气的性格（怪胎咧~）
还有慈爱的妄想症（猪肉粽〉<)
惠琪“妈妈”的婚纱照。。。lol
还有每天爆料我补习时的“丑态”的靖哥哥（如真包换的郭靖）
还有字体丑到要死又“色色”的文心（每天叫我去后巷，不懂要干嘛XP)
沉溺在浪漫恋爱，每天上课想“接吻”然后傻笑的白痴子恒（你就收敛一点嘛）
想追别人又想引起新闻效果的邵勤
自恋到无药可救的凯盛，因为没人爱所以患上了“被爱幻想症”（不要以为你颠倒是非我就会对你产生兴趣）
最后，当然是我们当中最早考到驾照的伟杰了（嘿嘿，对我们方便多了）

真不知道这种无忧无虑，每天都很开心的日子还可以维持多久
让我们分道扬镳的SPM因该不远了吧~~~
我会好好珍惜我们的友情的^^