matric or a-lvl?

The JPA announcement day is around the corner and it is approaching, it is high time for everyone to make a decision of their life.I m not the exception either, hestitation had gripped me. Overwhelming wif all sort of perspective and a fabulous range of views, i m fraught with vexation conjuncted with jiterry. Altot my mum "empowered" me to set the stage for my future bt i noe that my mum hope that i can choose matrix instead of A-lvl. She tries her best to find all kind of matrix information ( better known as the advantages of matrix) and even phone to her peers for futher confirmation. All this reaction tell-tale about her enthusiam toward matrix and her determination in order to convince me to go matrix. As a daughter who practice filial piety >< , of coz i cant let her distraught with disappointment. Till now,what else i can say n wat else i can do,NUS ,NTU,SAT,all seem to b fictitous to me , an illusioin that will b waned with time after i enrol to matrix, grief run riot in me, bt i can only smile to myself reluctantly and find thousand of self-console pretexts to supress the grievance. Quality of A-lvl compare wif matrix sure is matrix take a back seat and it is thrown into the shadow,bt if is measure from all other aspect such as $$ ,it is much more worthy....the only scar that left is that i have to leave all my A-lvl frenz which are funny and adorable , ecspecialy sherlin...she had summoned up her courage to take a-lvl course alone without the accompany of her previous old frenz n destiny play trick wif her again...after,she acknowledge me and get along superbly wif me bt nw i m going to matrix,she lose her dearest frenz that she ever care and love agn T.T srry sherlin if i reli go matrix ~