万凰之王

刚刚追完一套连续剧-万凰之王，真的是感触万分。后宫的三千佳丽各有千秋，各使出浑身解数争奇夺艳。万般的出身，层出的手段，不穷的阴谋，都只为相同的目的与相同的人。皇上的一眼垂青足以让她们把人类本性抛掷九霄。尔虞我诈，勾心斗角的高深竟然屈膝于幼稚无聊的出发点。在后宫的防人之心不可无到头来也会落得防不胜防，所以各个都干脆转向“害人之心皆有”。至于那至高无上的皇上，万人景仰，一呼万应，看是什么都不缺，其实却什么都不曾拥有。真心，自由，快乐对那个口口声声“朕”的他是那么的遥不可及。永远无法目睹真相，永远无法忠言逆耳，永远无法坦诚相对。山珍海味建立在孤独一帜日理万机上，锦衣玉石的背后还藏着众叛亲离的无奈。时时刻刻必须提高警惕，忠诚或被判，忠臣或奸臣其实只在一念之差。选择相信的下场会变成庸君，而偏向怀疑却又成了暴君。权力和地位的归属感一直都让人离经叛道。山盟海誓进了紫禁城也不过是花言巧语，种种令人感动流涕的情节却是为了不同的理由而上演的一段戏剧。那镀金的龙椅，皇后的凤冠用多少血泪来镶染，催产了多少凄美的悲剧供后人“欣赏”甚至是效仿。。。
无论是古人还是现代人，只要是人其实大致上都一样，不要期望身边的谁会是那个例外，更不要把预期的想法强加在他人身上。要知道预料里除了有人心难测还有时间的考验，就算拥有过那段曾经其实也不能为你保证什么，只要你不是“现在式”你就只能是“过去式”。所以除了希望你能振作还希望你能明白事情就是这么绝对。
我从前也跟你一样，笨得可以，太高估自己，太相信被人。虽然没有什么后悔莫及的下场却也足够让我经一事，长一智了。
最后一件事，男生们女生们，拜托你们的思想不要那么狭隘，除了男女朋友，难道都不让知心知音的朋友关系存在吗？p/s灰姑娘，我知道是我不对，但你也不要让我对你太失望，至少我还在本分内。。。

b4 enter U

闷了太久的心事终于脱口而出，只是没想到第一个知道全部的竟然是俊喆=.= 算了啦，便宜你>< 希望我们都可以真正做到let bygone b bygone啦....haha
left around 2 week then have to enter U to start my degree programme....new journey, new life, new circle of frenz....no matter i can get used to it anot i still have to go through. suddenly feel sense of unsecure and miss my matrix frenz and dato gang deeply...
just end my "gathering b4 enter-ing U"...i bet it is the greatest memory for me b4 enter U. i cnt forget the nite tat we laugh lyk mad 2gether and shoot each other especially ser bin >< (srry agn for pushing u down the hotspring, i reli feel 内疚 de ><) and of cuz the bubble that jun zhe"feed" me makan...==, u bkful yea...and kuizhong i reli dunno y ur laughing-point so low, keep laugh no matter wat...mayb is ah teck d laughing sound too funny dy XD...
"记忆被时间掩埋，回望你已不在" quote from xian jian d lyric...altot 10 yrs after we have diff post diff situation diff role, bt the memory of "att" each other in tanjung is ever clear in my mind...
haizzzz wat r the challenges w8-ing in front 4 me during my uni life? what will happen thorough the life n hw i will cope wif them...i m seem a white lab rat for destiny and yet an actor compunded wif director of my own script...looking 4ward yea....
preparing thing for U bt the most important 1 is mood...i shud 收敛 dy for my medic life....god bless me...lastly, hope my stpm frenz can buck up and jyjy in their exam and for those who enter U life lik me, gud luck and take k well ^^ ...

真情？？？笑话！

很想说就算有七年的友谊垫底，也不要妄想什么患难见真情，那种偶像剧里哭得天花乱坠感人肺腑的剧情也只是博人气的一种手段。这其实不需要多么地演技高超，也只是人前人后换面具罢了，谁都能做到吧！只要面具带得好，日久未必见人心。为什么单纯简单真心地对朋友又那么地难吗？？？为什么一定要一次又一次地摧毁我对你的信任？？？很有成就感吗？？？很快乐吗？？？如果把我当成白痴来耍让你觉得很快乐，我可以很肯定地告诉你这是最后一次了因为你教会了我不要太相信温情和友谊这种和荒谬同等的东西。不能全怪你，我自己也咎由自取，自己认不清现实，也是我自己选择一次又一次地充当笨蛋的角色。信任的确不适合用在你身上，我是不是太晚明白这个道理了？第一次的原谅我可以帮你说成不小心，第二次的原谅被称为人非圣贤，第三次硬说成你不是有意的，你接下来还希望我为你找什么理由和借口？明知道被骗的时候绝对不会是最后一次却盲目地圆谎，相信，期望。这样的心情不会比你处心积虑来得轻松。。。不是第一次被你骗了，早就应该知道迟早会被你骗的，为什么还是会痛，这个痛是多么地不值得却那么无可避免。。。不需要道歉，你可能不知道我对你琅琅上口的那三字已经产生免疫了，我也该睡醒了。。。我最后还想问的一句话：你面具带了那么久不会累的吗？还是已经根深蒂固了？

happy birthday

It is a past tense...
3 yrs contract i follow through...
what else u espect from me ???
rmb ur promise and fullfill it...

Natural Havoc

The recent devastating earthquake that wrecked japan not only serve as a sign of warning but also recall back 2012 prediction & rumour. IS it the day of judgement for everyone arrived ? Trace back the "good" deed done by human 2ward our precious environment, the att triggered by nature reli take a back seat. Nature have their own way to resist ,defence and also rebounce against any compression, human shud noe tis in the beginning instead of after knowning the magnificant power of nature.

I would not express any grief to the hobo and the ppl who r suffering nw. It is nt use to sympathy or feeling sad, it does not hlp the situation at all.all i can do is nth. I have my role and duty by now, i m neither noble enof nor having the ability to contribute my aid to them. ALL i can do is just praying for them, pray for the decision that made by god, pray for the destiny that r not controlled by me . however, i promise once and for all , such akwardness would not persist. I sure have my way to help them, i must have the ability to rescue them. TIS IS MY WORDS.

thanks

today, an unexspected matter occur. That time i reli very worry intertwined wif anxious, so i simply throw tantrum to my kuliah-mate. Luckily they "da ren bu ji xiao ren guo" and willing to understand me and b so considerable, even come and comfort me. Again, thx urs' support and accompanies. ecspecially the one who "xin gan qing yuan" kena marah in order to relieve my pain. reli thx a lot to make me feel so guilty >< I promise this is the first time and also the last time. I will control my temper and wont let my sadness, anger to split out anymore. i will tr my best to confine them. so touching...

lastly, hope a po can get well soon, i willing to sacrifice anything ,as long as u r healthy juz like u can do everything for my happiness... sincere pray...

MUET

MUET result was announced under a very sudden condition. when i having a nice pose on my bed and when sin teng rush quckily to my room, lol everything juz happen in a slit of second and do have any mentaly preparation yet. However it is nt a bad thing either, there were no nervous or jittery fell linger on my day~ Band 4 for the result. and the total marks is 206. altot i m nt tat sastify wif it but i noe tat i had neglect my BI and "freeze" it deep in my memoried for a long time , so am nt eligible to blame it. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise that help to propel me and catapult me to a higher rank. My speaking and listening d result nt bad,juzt the two major portion, (reading and writing) dai sai a lot, each daisai 35 marks == , so pain...

qimagan, recently kena freeze by "summone" =3= berigud u to fell down la =p , sendiri luan luan lai, make the wound worse, reli berigud. Pain till even me oso wan to freeze ==. better fall agn XP . futhermore , no ppl asking whether u die edi anot =3= dun everytime reply " haven die, still alive" .hao xiao ma ?? nw recover le rite, got mood to play le right, but ps ho, it is my turn to freeze u =3=

lastly happy bday to nao zhong!!!