caught in bind

I'm facing a dilemma now which had strained my brain and racked my spirit in order to find a way. Apart from choosing the "right" place to study, i m nw confused n brood over hw many and wat sub shud i choose for my a-lvl? IT is very critical since each sub has a stake in my future, either bio or fz play an important role, i m not bear enof to giv up anyone.However,some exhort me to take 5 sub bt i know tat once i have taken up 5 sub i wont have much leisure time left coz it call for lot effort to achieve 5A in a-lvl. I m compelled to make a decision, no more shilly-shally ,no more hesitation that can ruin my future. I have leave no stone unturned to solve my predicament bt all in all i still have to make decision,a right decision tat i never regret abt it.i have been exposing to all these issues for 3 month. nw,the main question is, m i nearer finding an effective solution than where i was when i first sensitised to the prob??? i did nt grow out of these prob either ==

my cavalier atitude toward sanctity of life is the main reason for y i m owes a failure.LIFE is not movie that being shown in cinema to propagate or ingrain MORAL value or etiquette.Instead,life is a eternal & endless war in which human r not eligible to put a stop on it. the consequence or the conclusion of life is not obvious and manifest and even out of control human control. HUMAN being who owes pride themselves as the dictator of world will never perceive hw trivial they are in front of LIFE. the war of life will last forever as long as human's greed,anger and selfness exist.HUMAN are jeopardising themselve and prepare to succumb to therid own scandal and stigma. so......before the whole world perish...i hope tat i can graduate fron NUS first XDDDD

omg

I m confusing and "perplexing"(learnt from zi hern's blog)too while comtemplating and brood over my predicaments...
MY future path,my career route all depend on my present choices, i mus think twice and my decision shud encompass all factors under the sun.I have no much time leaving nw i cant b shilly-shally and hesitation shud not exist in my mind nw, i mus seize the right occasions and opportunities in front of me.ANY veils tat preventing me from making right decision shud b fall away nw,i shud dispel and disperse all the notion that forbiding me to make correct choice...

Reality may b cruel,grim,relentless,merciless,brutal and heinous,things may not turn out as hope,ur wishes were owes b shattered once the truth r revealed. this is the inexorable n indisputable fact that no one could escape.being stiffled n overwhelmed by too many choices is not a gud matter either...U may b dragged into moment of indecision,jus lyk the circumstance that i m facing nw.

at first,fighting for the JPA which so many competitors yearn for,aspire to,compete for,vying to,eyeing to,crave for,thirst for ,desire for ,pine after is a tough task for me.even if i get it, i oso will b black and blue ><(so i temporary relue out and sideline this posibility first)

nex issue which come under spotlight is my recent tends to apply for nanyang poly which is located at sg. phase out the competitors who inflict lot challenges for me,there r so many courses to consider over,==,agn problems arise...purportedly,green tech and clean energy management r the most sought-after career in the future prospect due to the depletion of petroleum and the pollution plagueing over our environments which can lead to the perish of this world (jus lyk the movie of 2012),so,there mus b holistic approach to eliminate POLLUTION by developing eco-friendly energy in order to save our earth from degenerating and deteriorating.GOV:we have all this while been neglecting our environment so it is time for us to unite our comitment to mend this mistakes (actually it is jus my perception,gov didnt say it ><)

(to b continued)