caught in bind

I'm facing a dilemma now which had strained my brain and racked my spirit in order to find a way. Apart from choosing the "right" place to study, i m nw confused n brood over hw many and wat sub shud i choose for my a-lvl? IT is very critical since each sub has a stake in my future, either bio or fz play an important role, i m not bear enof to giv up anyone.However,some exhort me to take 5 sub bt i know tat once i have taken up 5 sub i wont have much leisure time left coz it call for lot effort to achieve 5A in a-lvl. I m compelled to make a decision, no more shilly-shally ,no more hesitation that can ruin my future. I have leave no stone unturned to solve my predicament bt all in all i still have to make decision,a right decision tat i never regret abt it.i have been exposing to all these issues for 3 month. nw,the main question is, m i nearer finding an effective solution than where i was when i first sensitised to the prob??? i did nt grow out of these prob either ==

my cavalier atitude toward sanctity of life is the main reason for y i m owes a failure.LIFE is not movie that being shown in cinema to propagate or ingrain MORAL value or etiquette.Instead,life is a eternal & endless war in which human r not eligible to put a stop on it. the consequence or the conclusion of life is not obvious and manifest and even out of control human control. HUMAN being who owes pride themselves as the dictator of world will never perceive hw trivial they are in front of LIFE. the war of life will last forever as long as human's greed,anger and selfness exist.HUMAN are jeopardising themselve and prepare to succumb to therid own scandal and stigma. so......before the whole world perish...i hope tat i can graduate fron NUS first XDDDD