omg

I m confusing and "perplexing"(learnt from zi hern's blog)too while comtemplating and brood over my predicaments...
MY future path,my career route all depend on my present choices, i mus think twice and my decision shud encompass all factors under the sun.I have no much time leaving nw i cant b shilly-shally and hesitation shud not exist in my mind nw, i mus seize the right occasions and opportunities in front of me.ANY veils tat preventing me from making right decision shud b fall away nw,i shud dispel and disperse all the notion that forbiding me to make correct choice...

Reality may b cruel,grim,relentless,merciless,brutal and heinous,things may not turn out as hope,ur wishes were owes b shattered once the truth r revealed. this is the inexorable n indisputable fact that no one could escape.being stiffled n overwhelmed by too many choices is not a gud matter either...U may b dragged into moment of indecision,jus lyk the circumstance that i m facing nw.

at first,fighting for the JPA which so many competitors yearn for,aspire to,compete for,vying to,eyeing to,crave for,thirst for ,desire for ,pine after is a tough task for me.even if i get it, i oso will b black and blue ><(so i temporary relue out and sideline this posibility first)

nex issue which come under spotlight is my recent tends to apply for nanyang poly which is located at sg. phase out the competitors who inflict lot challenges for me,there r so many courses to consider over,==,agn problems arise...purportedly,green tech and clean energy management r the most sought-after career in the future prospect due to the depletion of petroleum and the pollution plagueing over our environments which can lead to the perish of this world (jus lyk the movie of 2012),so,there mus b holistic approach to eliminate POLLUTION by developing eco-friendly energy in order to save our earth from degenerating and deteriorating.GOV:we have all this while been neglecting our environment so it is time for us to unite our comitment to mend this mistakes (actually it is jus my perception,gov didnt say it ><)

(to b continued)