thanks

today, an unexspected matter occur. That time i reli very worry intertwined wif anxious, so i simply throw tantrum to my kuliah-mate. Luckily they "da ren bu ji xiao ren guo" and willing to understand me and b so considerable, even come and comfort me. Again, thx urs' support and accompanies. ecspecially the one who "xin gan qing yuan" kena marah in order to relieve my pain. reli thx a lot to make me feel so guilty >< I promise this is the first time and also the last time. I will control my temper and wont let my sadness, anger to split out anymore. i will tr my best to confine them. so touching...

lastly, hope a po can get well soon, i willing to sacrifice anything ,as long as u r healthy juz like u can do everything for my happiness... sincere pray...

MUET

MUET result was announced under a very sudden condition. when i having a nice pose on my bed and when sin teng rush quckily to my room, lol everything juz happen in a slit of second and do have any mentaly preparation yet. However it is nt a bad thing either, there were no nervous or jittery fell linger on my day~ Band 4 for the result. and the total marks is 206. altot i m nt tat sastify wif it but i noe tat i had neglect my BI and "freeze" it deep in my memoried for a long time , so am nt eligible to blame it. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise that help to propel me and catapult me to a higher rank. My speaking and listening d result nt bad,juzt the two major portion, (reading and writing) dai sai a lot, each daisai 35 marks == , so pain...

qimagan, recently kena freeze by "summone" =3= berigud u to fell down la =p , sendiri luan luan lai, make the wound worse, reli berigud. Pain till even me oso wan to freeze ==. better fall agn XP . futhermore , no ppl asking whether u die edi anot =3= dun everytime reply " haven die, still alive" .hao xiao ma ?? nw recover le rite, got mood to play le right, but ps ho, it is my turn to freeze u =3=

lastly happy bday to nao zhong!!!

sweet

wheee~~~ having gud mood recently. hope such "happiness" would persist XD ...first time for me to record down, so wish that my six sense would visualise everything,fortune would sideline me and destiny wont playing havoc wif me ~~~~~~
I appreciate and cherish all the silent testimonials between us and hopefully all these would not b memories only. I m touched that there is a link between ur action and my welfare.Juz i m still confused that whether i m the sole and only one who have this priviledge? I start to doubt my observation.whethr i m convincing myself or u edi proven everything to me. juz i too nub to sense it ><
lastly, hope u get well soon, and if there is a "IF" i will accept it ! =D

swinging mood

recently , i was overwhelmed wif all sort of challenges.PSPM, koko marks,muet, ic lost , quiz marks ....for a matrix student, four flat is nt a accessory bt a neccessory . if u get four flat, nobody will cheer for u bt if u cant get it u r doom in ur future...the paramount agony is tat matrix is nt as easy my previous notion la , altot nt as hard as STPM bt still have it certain standard which do not permit others to flout it...i m scared , wat if i didnt get four flat ? wat if i cant get the course i wan ? so many uncertainties drive me up the wall...or mayb there is a big fluctuation in my hormonal secretion which coz my mood swinging.. suddenly i get myself over the moon bt the next second i could found myself lost in my own selected pathway... my friends said that i m euphoria == , i m not pointing that matrix life is hard or pressure, sebaliknya it is fun and full wif laughter and i relish my life a lot...bt recently my response got "lag" a bit , it seem tat the problem associate wif my CNS and PNS ...bt anyway , i would lyk to thx all my frenz , no matter dato or matrix or sunway, u all giv me a shot in my arm and giv me the strength to savour any obstacle ^^

回

我又要回去了，才刚说不习惯家里的生活，转眼又要离开了，真的会感到郁闷。。。
刚才回去sunway 见了那一帮朋友，真有一番“久违”的感觉，也终于有机会好好地打场球。那两个kampunG就免提了，sherlin期待我们下次的见面！bbq ya! if can then spent a nite wif u >< ( lol ,so shy) , jyjy for ur test, n b strong to face the two kampung guy! ><
这次的假期什么都没有做到，terrarium还没种，GIMP 连下载都没有，tutorial paper 直接留在kms 没带回来。。。我这次回去真的要好好面壁思过，不能再在kuliah 吹水睡觉玩游戏了，我要走认真路线！！！（虽然不太可能〉<) *laylay,臭老大，kutu佬，变态佬，刘力扬不要再跟我讲话了啦！！！>< 我都快跟不上了，我不想pspm死惨惨啦。。。这次回去姓马的又puasa，食堂没有开，更本就是在间接谋杀精英>< , 没关系，你不开？我自己在房间煮，blackout or kebakaran dun blame me =3=
在可悲的matric里还好有你们带给我欢乐和疯狂的机会><不然我肯定闷死。。。还有阿不要每天讲什么看我样子以为我是文静型的然后认识了才知错的，拜托你们也是好不好！>< 特别感谢臭老大（先不要跟你算koko的帐）,我知道你帮我这么多我还每天作弄你很过分，不过我就是不习惯跟好朋友“和平共处”嘛，很别扭咧，而且你也不要做梦我会开口称赞你，除非天降红雨>< 不过其实每一次我都很感谢你，只是不说罢了>< 还有大屁股也是，谢谢你的烧肉，烧鸭，烧鸡饭>< laylay谢谢你每天在kuliah陪我玩,你真是个很好的朋友>< 谢谢你们每次都“有求必应”（我会帮你们修建神庙的）XD ，无论如何都没有拒绝过我，我真的太爱你们了！我祝你们“前程似锦”“心想事成”“万事如意”“新年快乐”><

MIXED...

It is quite hard for me to express my feeling in words, it is grey but mixed with some anticipating compounded with some happiness adding with some upset hues and a spasm of sullen feeling(zi hern's quote=3=),all in all it is very complicated...

first of all, i hope that Pn. Vanaja can accept the offer which promote her to b matrix lecturer, got familiar teacher in KMS more or less serve as a remedy n therapy for mt homesick,summore an acquaintence come on handy one day, so i deeply wish that pn vanaja dun tolak the offer...

second, i m a bit bueh song wif the ppl who sum up the mark of my math quiz paper...( nt zi wei la ), it is reli omg , 100% full score d math quiz paper dunno which sakai anyhow sum up wrongly and become 60/100, kns la , plus n minus oso dunno summroe dare to mark my math paper =3= , i wan to find james wong for justice, bt james wong edi leave us n go back kuala pilah , faint =='' nw i only can count on my new tutor teacher to return back my "qing bai".

third, i heard that gt a new teaches coming to KMS, n we r going to face the risk of spilting tutor class, omg omg omg , if split the class that mean i have to seperate wif lao da ,tat mean no other chinese exist in my class, tat mean no ppl speak chinese wif me, then my life will bcome dull n meaning less, T.T i dun wan!~~~~~

fouth, UPS coming soon n my MUET speaking test will b on Mon, a bit nervous n jittery bt i believe that i can conquer them calmly n confidently, god bless me.After MID-SEM exam then i can have a thrilling holiday at jb,wohoooo!~~~~

lastly, i hope that all my friends ,family n relatives can happy owes, wish everyone "xin xiang shi cheng" "gong xi fa cai"

lastly, i wish every

my very first IT CLASS

i admire my courage a lot, this is the blog that i type secretly during my IT class. HAHA,my teacher is nw snoring loudly so he cant discover my clandestine affair >< actually i have to finish the task that given by my teacher before i can on9, bt since i m so clever,idecide jus copy n paste from my frenz d pendrive... XD by then i wonder whether i will fail my IT paper anot, so embarassing ><

i got one gud news to share wif everyone ,i successfully change my chinese grade from B+ to A-, altot it is nt much diff from my original slip n summore this appeal waste my parent's RM50 bt at least can put the shame aside >< at least i m nt same "standard" wif ks , we r nt "gong mian zhi" anymore le ks,dun feel too sad ,"our relationship no more existing" ---this sentences is sadpted from my sole n only n perfect male chinese classmate which r oso vivi's crush ><

last b t nt least mr.king, i m nt letting u down, at least i gt A- isit ?

besides i oso discover that matrix is nt as easy as i think, it dispel watever previousd notion that i had toward matrix.i shud nt quick to judge the lvl of matrix ,i shud observe more... last week i gt discuss some part of bio-knowledge wif ks n we discoverd that a-lvl's bio is the way too basic n too they r too pampered n finally ks admitted that he is kampung guy ><

next 9th of jun is my matrix frenz d bday , i tend to let her have a "unforgetable" bday...haiz, most of my matrix friends "crowned" me as naughty,playful, "ren xiao gui da" summore... bt i dun care >< as long as i happy then enof...haha i owes try my best to trick them down,wakaka, so fun, matrix life is reli nt as terrible as wat i had been told before,wohooooo!!!

btw, a-lvl march intake, urs exam, is around the corner isit ??? hope u guy buck-up and can pass the exam wif flying colour, god bless u all, gambateh!!!^^